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october break...

2010-10-15T14:34:00.002+08:00

times flies.. so fast its already October

i having a long break now, new job will be starting in Nov.

seem like i have achieved most of my goal for this yr

like..i got a good unit from HDB, i bought a new lappy, my bonus not bad but still lesser than my expectation

unfortunately, i still didnt get along with my bf parents.. and now i have declare war with them...im not going to please them anymore..i got my pride!!!!

i'm glad that.. i achieve more than my goal for this yr..
i got into my dream job as operation analyst in treasury ops,yeahz!!!
this is the first time my dream come true...bank of new york mellon..here i come...woohaaaa

i cant wait to go taiwan next month..hee hee

New yr.. 2010.

2010-01-03T22:22:00.002+08:00

hey hey... long time didnt update my blog.. haha

we already go into 2010 yr.. a brand new yr...

i hope this yr will be a good yr...

i just rebond my hair for a new start.. hahaa

in 2009...many goods thing happen

first, i have found my MR Right

second, i went to Hong kong

third, i got my license..

so overall quite a good yr for me.. i hope 2010 will be even better ..

last friday i drive home alone..and i feel soo scare.. soo lonely.. haha but next day i turn on FM and drive to fetch my bf. haha the feeling quite good when u drive alone with music.. haha is sooo relax

i wish.. in 2010...i can...

1) get a unit from HDB

2) get a good bonus

3) get my degree

4) get a new laptop

5) get along with my bf parents

Admiralty Park

2009-11-17T22:26:00.008+08:00

last sunday we went to admiralty park.. haha on the news report.. they mention so many animal.. but we only see MONKEY... hahaha so many ppl bring their professional camera and take picture of the plants and MUSHROOM.. haha soo nice to take meh? dont understand.. keke

first time bring my Murfee for walk at park.. he look soo happy..

oh ya.. last week bring Murfee to vet.. surprisely .. the fee below my budget.. only cost me 33 dollars.. consultant and medi.. reasonable right? hahaa and the vet very good service.. short waiting time and good looking vet.. keke

ooo we're waiting for BTO at sembawang to be launch.. hopefully can get one unit... keke soo excited.. this saturday maybe going HDB hub to check on the procedure and also look at punggol unit.. calvin already got one unit there.. and he is waiting for me to apply.. ahah but punggol lehz. abit out of the way lehz.. and so far from my mother house.

PS-- zq said dont eat long john silver.. coz the portion getting smaller.. haha

2009-10-30T22:19:00.002+08:00

finally two paper over. now left with one more investment paper..

last week zq send me to uncle ben house at pasir ris and i study there.. he come and fetch me after work and we went to ikea for dinner. haha

IKEA only meatball and the hot dog at the basement nice. the rest.. not nice. the salmon fish SOO HARD.. the chicken leg also not nice.. haha no wonder their meatball soo popular..keke too bad.. i cant taste it. coz is make of beef and pork.. i cant take beef..

recently zq very nice to me lor. haha always offer to send me to the place i wanna go..

yesterday i got morning paper at 10am.. and he offer to send me go to my school before he go work. is like totally out of the way lor.. from woodland to bukit timah and go changi.. north to west to east.. but he didnt complain. soo nice.. keke i do breakfast for him in return.. keke

sigh.. i also dont know what i want in my life.. i wish i can have my own house .. but if we buy a new house then cannot go enjoys like going holidays etc etc.. but if we stay with his paper.. then no freedom.. dont have my own bathroom.. now i already used to having my own bathroom.. i got everything in my house lor.. i got my own room.. own bathroom.. own telephone line.. two wardrobe. i already long time didnt share with ppl thing lor.. but he never though of moving out.. u know la. i anything one la.. dont wan to make him sad also la.. if he wanna stay in.. then stay lo.

Jack told me my unpaid leave was one of the topic in their section head meeting.. and A did advise LL must handle it well .. cause my unpaid leave is for personal study not bank sponsor course.. so it might cause other staff unhappy .. he said other staff in future may wanna take unleave too. then LL said im one of her best performance staff.. so my VP approval it..

if i know taking unpaid leave so troublesome.. then i should have accept Helen offer before i enroll lo.. she did offer me to take up bank sponsor and get bond one yr after grad.but i dont want..

Zoo trip

2009-10-03T23:04:00.017+08:00

i said he look like chimpanzee so he show me this ugly face.. haha

mother polar bear finally get into the water

merry go round.. yeahz..how i wish i can take a ride..

i ask him to take picture and he wanna kiss me.. haha naughty

hmm.. familiar? haha look like when we at macau.. looking at map

finally saw this cute little things

close view.. .first time saw it

hehe this morning we went to Zoo again.. haha i get soo excited over today trip.. haha i enjoys the the journey to zoo.. the morning we meet for breakfast and went into zoo and walk till 3pm. keke

as usual... today we have our breakfast at kfc outside zoo.. then missed the morning polar bear feeding time.. so we walk walk around and see so many animal which we didnt see before..haha today the weather very cooling soo all the animal come out walk walk .. haha the last time we went there.. some of the animal hide inside their cage..

we went to the sea lion show and chop a good seat.. haha then the sea lion got new trick. ahah not bad.. just one month time and they already taught him new trick. impressive.. keke

we walk around and have ice cream at ben and jerry.. keke then after that we rush to polar bear feeding time.. haha after that.. we also went to lion feeding, white tiget feeding time.. haha

overall i have to said.. the weather really very nice.. keke

when we step out of zoo.. its start to rain.. we head to Lau Pa Sa for our late lunch.. and walk to DBS building to return my Zoo pass.. keke luckily.. shenton way not raining.. hahaa

tonight zq having wedding dinner after zoo.. then now i waiting for him to finish dinner and we go see moon.. haha he suggested..

ooo study at zq house

2009-09-21T13:31:00.002+08:00

yesterday i went to joanne and stanley wedding. sit together with the ppl i dont know.. hehe soo abit boring la.. luckily my sister with me.. when i look at my table namelist.. i saw casper name.. oo janet ex bf.. only heard about his name but never see him before.. then i sms janet and she decrible for me his look and i know who which one is him already
anyway.. the service is really bad.. and disgusting. haha the roaster chicken was the forth course.. they didnt change the plate since first course lor.. then after this roaster chicken. everyone plate was full of bones.. then the aunty come with a spoon then take our plate and use the spoon to clear off the bone to the platter and return us our dirty plate.. omg.. she use the SAME spoon for everyone. then we ask to change plate.. and she say " no.. never change plate one" omg.. soo disgusting. how i going to eat lehz.. then the guy beside me turn to us and say " we going to be short life liaoz" haha then there is good left over on the platter.. she will keep forcing us to take the food.. and push all the remaining food to one of the guy.. and keep asking him to eat.. then casper give way to let the aunty clear the platter. but she dont wan.. she keep asking one of the guy to eat. then that guy say" aunty.. i dont wan to eat " then she ask casper to eat.. then casper say " aunty.. im on diet" then she laugh.. then casper say " aunty we dont wan to ea.t. dont force us to eat.. u want to clear the platter or not?" haha then finally she clear it.. hahaa
then when she set up the bowl on the susan for dessert.. one of the spoon fall on the susan.. and the susan was very very dirty lor.. then she pick up the spoon and put it back to the bowl. OMG. soo disgusting. then i faster remove the spoon.. so other ppl wont eat that bowl lor.. damm er xin.
haha now i at zq house lor.. he is working. this morning he come and fetch me to his house. then he sleep a while. then went to work already.. im in his room alone lor.. he dad was outside reading book.. now i study for my price and market test while waiting for him to come back :) hopefully he dont work soo late....
last saturday my niece celebrate her 1st birthday.. then kris keep nagging that i didnt invite him to the party when i in his car on the way back. then i say is ok if he wan to come la.. i only worry he will get bored lor.. haha then he come and help me with the balloon deco.. then after i bath and bring my dog to downstair while kris smoking there. then i saw zq car.. hehe run to him with murfee.. haha and let him go walk with murfee.. haha
after that he stay in my room for whole night lor and he damm idiot .. he change my msn personal msg to " mrs momo" argh.. then kris very ke lian.. he entertain the ppl outside. got to help out. haha then he help to cut cake for everyone while zq, edwin and me enjoys chatting in my room. haha then he kris inside with two cakes and say " u all very bad lor.. why i end up cutting cake for everyone" then i say " ok i come and help u" then he say " dont need la. everyone eat already.. only left with u and ur sister .. " haha then i say " i tot my mom is cutting the cake. how come u doing it alone?" then he say " ur mom and sister helping me to distribute the cake only.. i cutting it alone lor.. why ur bday i cut the cake.. and now ur niece bday im also cutting the cake?" whah i laugh out loud.. no comments.. haha he always soo nice to me and i always bully him.. feeling soo bad.. keke then my sister very busy packing and prepare for her oversea study at london.. then she pass me her professional camera and ask me to help taking picture during the party.. sigh become camera girl.. and is my first time using such a big camera lor. just anyhow take lor :P then her room damm messy.. she dig out all the thing and pack one by pack. then kris open her room door and saw it.. he got shock .. eye open soo big.. then i saw edwin walking over.. oh jia let.. edwin cannot stand messy one.. then he stand behind kris and saw her room.. he got double shock .. then here come my bf..jia let.. also another super cant stand mess one.. he come and stand behind edwin and saw the room too.. super double shock.. hahaa three guys cannot stand a girl room sooo messy.. hahaaa what i can do is..pushing them out of her room and close the door.. hahaa my sister also very pai sei. she sit inside the mess and laugh.. when the three guy got shock.. hahaah ok time to study..

who cares???

2009-09-13T22:18:00.000+08:00

omg.. im damm tired...
busy with proj..
yesterday my schedule very pack.. morning work from 8:15am to 1130.. then do proj from 1230 to 5pm.. rush home and prepare to meet zq at 6pm.. for dinner . . actually we plan to go dinner then go to asernal pub for soccer match at 10pm.. but after dinner zq go home bath and lazy to go out. so we just slack at his house and watch the match ..
sigh. yesterday during dinner i loose my patience and ask zq to keep quiet..
i was telling him my sister is preparing for her oversea study at london and leaving in this month end. and not plan to come back till 5 yr later.. and when he heard she going london.. he get soo excited..i know he like london and went there twice already.. but dont need to have big reaction mahz.. he must understand my feeling mahz.. going oversea study is always my dream. and whole family knew about it. and i did request go after my poly.. but fail.. they say no money.. and now. my sister get the money from my grandpa. and got this opportunity to go.. i know this is an good opportunity.. i know going oversea study is good. that's why i always wanted to go.. but he dont need to be soo excited and i feel irritated.. i was soo jealous already and he add in more salt in it.. and i just cant control myself and ask him to keep quiet..
i was wondering.. who really cares about me???? did zq care? yes.. he is.. but..not enough
i need someone who cares for me more than themselve..
i need someone who is truly ..cares for me..

u know what is cares??? cares is come from heart...
does he care what movie i'm interested in??
does he care what moon cake i like?
does he care what type of food i like?
does he care how tired am i after class?
does he care how i feel?

yes.. he did ask what i like but only ask once.. and i said" dont tell you" after that.. he didnt ask anymore.. soo this show that he dont really want to know..if u really want to know.. i will tell u...
he got sooo jealous and angry when i last min go chill up with kris, ben and john after my class..
he got jealous because i go out with all guys...
if he really soo jealous. then come and fetch me after class la.. if u really scare i so close with guys. then u dont let me have the chance to go out with guys la..
but u giving me this chance go out with guy soo dont get jealous la..this chance is given by you what.. u let me go back with kris after class and the class ended early and we got time then go chilll up la.. nothing wrong what.. coz u given me the chance to let all this happened..

Zoo Trip

2009-09-05T20:27:00.000+08:00

keke.. after soo many yrs. and im back to zoo again.. keke i think the last time i went to zoo is during sec school trip...
this morning 8:30am zq come and fetch me and we went to zoo for our breakfast. breakfast at KFC.. after that we went to zoo. hehe yeahz.. we went to all the show.. and take many pictures.. especially polar bear.. haha coz zq likes it.. so i try to take as many as possible. hehe
we went for polar bear and lion feeding time. keke
haha we went to all places and leave zoo at 3pm.. hehe
before we leave. we went to zoo shop.. haha i buy a polar bear for zq.. keke since he like it soo much.. so i buy for him haha he soo happy ~!~!
after zoo.. we went to yishun for laksa and dessert.. he order ice kanchang.. i order chendol. very full. after that.. i go trim eye brow.. and we went to north point shop shop.. haha
i reach home 5 plus. and go for jogging at 6pm.. haha now very tired.. maybe sleep early.. hehe

Happy day

2009-08-30T21:53:00.000+08:00

ooo friday night very unlucky.. when i go to water cooler outside library with stanley.. i saw my ex bf lor..damm.. i think he current gf study in SIM la.coz he is from SMU mahz. shouldnt be here.. ahaha and that day SIM having RMIT graduation ceremony..he is holding a flower with a group of friends.. poor girl. this guy is bad bad bad.. haha soo far all my ex's.. he is the most worse guy..whaha i feel soo happy that i make a right choice to leave him.. and i shouldnt accept him at the first place.. hahaa

oo my investment test gone case le.. got to work harder on my proj and exam..argh..
still left with one more test and proj..then have to prepare for exam already..

oo sept got wedding dinner.. to attend.. joanne and stanley.. oct is lilin..got to be her sister.. very busy busy..

after my class.. azahar come to school to pick me up.. and we meet janet at o bar.. haha very booring lor.. o bar no ppl lehz.very funny..
usually very crowded around 11 plus.. ended up. no ppl lehz. around 1am .also no ppl at dance floor..weird weird..
then ar. we went up to double o..the music very very noisy.. argh. didnt enjoys ourself lor. then we drink alotz lehz..
one jug vodka orange, one jug martell green tea, two tequila shot.. haha and i pengz liaoz. too long didnt drink.haha
azahar send me home then send janet back..azahar very gentleman lor.. stay at tampines. and still sending me back.. and he still come out of his car and walk me to my lift.. haha very nice chap..hehe then i reach home.. rush to toilet and vomit like hell..whaha almost hug my toilet bowl and sleep. but i must force myself to crawl out to my room and text zq that i reach home..haha
then i slept till 8am.. woke up.. bath .. change . pack and go to zq house. i went to collect my sister medical report first, then go sun plaza buy breakfast and meet zq and go to his house eat and sleep.. haha we sleep till 2pm plus. very pig right? haha after that.. prepare and go to orchard.. we park at elizabeth hotel.. then go to the cathay watch " proposal" haha after that.. we Q up 1 hr plus at auston.. for dinner.. haha then we walk back to elizabeth hotel.hehe we walking.. and chatting.. very nice.. then after that.. we wait at elizabeth hotel Asernal pub for the asernal match which start at 12am.. till 2 am.. i reach home 3 am.. and sleep till this morning 12pm.. haha very tired lor..hehe

fail my TP again

2009-08-25T18:23:00.000+08:00

OMG... i cant believe it.. i made such a stupid mistake which i never never expected..
im very confident in my S course.. i always do it so well and got no worry for it.
my instructor even praise my S course very goood and he say this is the most difficult one..
ended up.. i mount kerb at S course today.... omg... sigh. today the circuit soo many cars and no one is giving in to me..then i;m the forth car waiting outside the S course.. and im quite impatience lor..then when is my turn.. i step on the accelerator too hard and the car just went up the kerb..shit lor.
actually today my tester quite good one. sigh..
overall got 14 pt.. but immediate failure..
zq very busy these two weeks... coz got a old aeroplane come in and many work to do..
soo.. i only can cry inside my room lor... stupid mistake
when i come out.. i called my instructor.. he ask me what happen..i say mount kerb at S course.he ask " u always no problem with S course. why will u mount kerb..never follow what i teach u?" then i say " dont know lehz..too many cars infront" then he say " wait there patience and do it slowly la.. why soo kan chiong.. faster go take test date now"
then i say " dont want la. need a rest..maybe december lor"
then he say " if u take now.. u TP will be in oct.. and u only need 2 to 3 lesson before TP. wont take up so much of ur time" then i say " see how..call u when i want to book"
then i go home.. no mood to book..i go on bed and sleep..then around 3 plus.. my instructor call me.he say he at the booking screen now.. he told me 20 oct.. 10:15..very good timing.. confirm no car on road and circuit..ask me can or not..then i say anything lor.
i think he already book for me le..
sigh.. very disappointed in myself....

i want nobody but you...

2009-08-22T10:27:00.000+08:00

hehe this is the first time i get angry with zq for soo long.. i exactly two days didnt talk to him on phone, i only reply his sms.. and i scold him thro sms. . really very angry lor.. and he dont know how man make me happy lor.. very dumb.. haha but surprisingly he was soo cute on monday.. haha so we're ok le.. haha
monday i having class in school.. and he text me. ask me what time class end.. i said 9:30.. coz this leadership class always ended early.. then around 9pm. he say he is coming to fetch me, then i say dont need.. then he said he already on his way..
then when i get in his car.. he super act cute lor.. haha turn on my favourite FM.. 98.7. haha coz he usually dont listen to song ..then he still purposely tell me " ur favourite FM.. " then i say " yea.. i know." then he ask " how is the air con?" damm kns lor. ahha he adjust the aircon nicely for me.. haha then i say" ok la" then he more act cute lor. he say " how is my top?" haha he wear the England Jersey which i given to him last time. haha super act cute lor.. haha then i happy liaoz la... hehe
soo i decide to make something for him.. today i try doing Mango Sago.. hehe i know he likes mango. hehe just pray hard.. its taste nice.. ahaha Janet pass her driving le. shiok. hehe
yesterday she stay over at my house. coz her test 8am mahz. and practice 7am. soo early. soo she stay over and my instructor come my place in the morning then she drive to ssdc lor. haha
16 pt.. hehe cool.. tues is my turn liaoz. STRESSED...

my feeling just like the song...

disappointed

2009-08-15T21:00:00.002+08:00

i'm very very disappointed and angry..
zq is very lazy.. and i hates empty promise.. i believe in action speak louder than words...
he always say it soo nicely but thing turn out to be different...
i don' t know how long i can take it... it going to hits my limit sooon.. i know its hard to find someone u really love.. i admit.. he is the one i love but he bad habit really make me very piss off and i asking myself .."can i take it for life time??"
just like what happened today. and this is not the first time the same thing happen .. this incident keep repeating .. again and AGAIN..
last few day he told me he might off on saturday and ask me where i wanna go.. he say he wanna bring me for outing. and i told him im working on saturday till 1.30 at pasir ris. then he say if he is working.. he wil fetch me and we go out.. sound nice right?? but like what i said earlier.. thing turn out to be differents.. and i already knew it on friday night when he told me he is not feeling well. so i didnt disturb him. let him rest .. till saturday afternoon he text me said we meet tonight.. and i know he pattern..once he sleep in his confortable room.. he lazy to get up already.. and i give him chance... i suggest to him.. he want me to go straight to his place after work.. and i go back in evening .. coz i know tampines got 969.. which will stop at sembawang.. and he say.. dont need.. he ask me to go home first.. and later he fetch me and my doggy to his place.. and ask me to text him once i reach home. and i do text him.. and he call and keep talking NOSENSE.. the nosense referring to " no conclusion" then he say lets discuss again once he woke up.. and i knew.. he will sleep till night time.. and its just happened like what i EXPECTED..and he call me when he get up.. and like what i expected. we're not meeting. he is too LAZY to fetch me.. again.. he say he is TIRED.. please la.. as compare to me. who is more tiring.. i have been doing report for the past few day s and only slept for few hour.. and last night i got class till 10pm.. reach home 11pm.. slept at 12am.. woke up this morning 6:15.. and go driving from 7:30 to 9am.. then rush to newton work from 9am to 1:30 and have lunch till 2:30. reach home 3:15pm.sleep till 6pm and go jogging .. see.. this is my schedule.. who is more tiring??????? i believe if u want to do something.. no matter how tired.. u will still do it.. if he really miss me like what he say.. he will meet me la.. i think i always available to him when he want to meet up.. so he already take me for granted.. coz i like him so i put him as top priority and meet him whenever he is not tired.. now.. it wont be the same treatment he get last time.. i'm getting busier next two weeks.. and i also damm disappointed already.. he is pushing to my limit...i got proj deadline on monday, test on wed.. the week after i got test and group proj deadline and TP too..
and every time he say it soo nice.. like if ur friend never send u home.and i come n fetch you.. ended up lehz. also never come.. i already to him.. dont give empty promise and giving ppl hope.. end up cant do it.. i will get damm disappointed one...
i like this song.. very nice and meaningful

I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, I never needed strain
My love for you is strong enough you should have known

I never needed you for judgment
I never needed you to question what I spent
I never ask for help, I take care of myself
I don't why you think you got a hold on me

And it's a little late for conversations
There isn't anything for you to say
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So look at me and listen to me because

I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush, there is no other way
I get the final say because

I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush, I've already spoken
Our love is broken, baby, hush hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how I act to what I say
I never needed words, I never needed hurts
I never needed you to be there everyday

I'm sorry for the way I let go
From everything I wanted when you came along
But I am never beaten, broken not defeated
I know next to you is not where I belong

And it's a little late for explanations
There isn't anything that you can do
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So you will listen when I say, baby

I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush, there is no other way
I get the final say because

I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush, I've already spoken
Our love is broken, baby, hush hush

No more words, no more lies
No more crying
No more pain, no more hurt
No more trying because

I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush, there is no other way
I get the final say because

I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush, I've already spoken
Our love is broken, baby hush hush

Hush hush, hush hush, I've already spoken
Our love is broken, baby

yeahz long weekend coming soon

2009-08-02T21:42:00.000+08:00

tml onwards my class schedule fixed..
every monday wed and friday.. haha
my schedule will be very PACK..
hehe
i dont know why i like zq sooo much lehz.. ahhaa
totally fallen for him.. hehe
sometimes.. he is sooooo sweet....
oh ya.. friday evening we almost got into car accident...
when we at traffic junction before Tangs shopping mall. then i told him the traffic light turn
amber. but he didnt heard it and he drive through.. other car at the other side already prepare to moving.. and almost bang into us.. OMG.. i got shock. but the first time come into my mind is " oh shit..the car soo near" but what come into zq mind is my safety.. coz the car is coming towards my side..
he is worry for my safety.. very funny hor.. i dont even think of my own safety lehz...
after this incident.. i dont really enjoys my dinner at elizabeth hotel. zq said if i feel like drinking mocktail ... just order.. he cannot.coz he is driving.. but i dont want la.. no mood le.. i got shock.. and mind not there to enjoys liaoz.just feel like going home.. coz if i suay one time. it would be second time mahz.so i just feel like going home and let this bad luck day pass...and everything will be fine tml..
saturday zq come n fetch me from school..and we went to the famous wrap chicken just beside my school..yummy yummy.. we order fish, wrap chicken, quil, fried tofu.. hehe
i dont eat the quil la. yuack.is a bird lehz.. and they didnt remove the head n leg lor. omg..i see already .. dont even dare to touch.. how to eat lehz? hahaha
then zq ask me why my face look soo pale..am i sick.. ahha actually is the first day of my period lehz. .and it come alotz lor..losing blood.. soo look pale..

i'm back

2009-07-28T21:16:00.000+08:00

haha dont know what happen for the past few weeks, i cant create new post..
anyway.. i back from hong kong .. times flies.. soo fast.. im back here 2 week already...
ooo over here.. life is sooo bored..
nothing to do at night..

when i was in hong kong.. the schedule soo pack.. soo many places to go.. all shop open till mid night.. soo shiok.. full of nice foood... droolz .. droolz..
the most important is.. zhi qin n me spend 24 hr together.. hehe

zhiqin really a nice guy.. he sayang me.. haha when i tell him im bored.. and he is worry.he keep asking me where i wanna go. he drive me there..and he spend one whole evening to discuss with me what the prob. why i feel bored. and give me many suggestion .. at first.. he got mistaken that im bored with him and dont want him. he get so panick. haha then i told him not to worry la. i really never come across my mind that we will be apart lor.. i already treat him as my future liaoz. he is the best bf i ever have.. muack..

I'M REALLY BORED... sigh..

my mom very cute lor. she compare my hong kong pictures with my elder sis and my aunty. then she say my trip look more fun than them.. haha she say we go soo many places.. and she want my schedule.. so next time when she go.. she will follow it and go all the places which i have been to.. haha i will plan for her before she go lor. hehe coz im quite familiar with the place le.. haha

zq more funny lo.. last week he give me the link for jetstar promotion.. and he ask me " where u wanna go?" haha we just back from holidays lehz. soo fast he is plan to go for next trip. ahha but i dont want la.. no money liaoz.how to buy stuffs lehz. haha
next trip.. i wanna go taipei... shop shop and eat eat.. hehe

life is will never be fair

2009-07-02T20:36:00.004+08:00

what i can said is.. life is will never be fair.. so.. just dont compare....
my sister applied master program from a well known university at london and accepted - Architectural Association school of Architecture.
only 1 yr program..
now my parents is trying their best to let her go there study....
sigh...
why no one sponsor me when i want to study?????
last time after my poly.. i wanted to go australia with my friend... but my parents dont allow.. and they told me they dont have " money" to sponsor me.. and they very worry i study halfway will give up.. or fail everything .. they have no confident in me.
but i have proof them wrong.. coz i have done well for my current study.. and now they so happy that i going to grad soon..
why they always no confident in me???? do i look like someone cannot be trust???
i never give them any problem in my study before.. i even did better than my sister in my o level.. they never see me study at home. but it doesnt mean i dont study mahz.. i'm not god hor. .. go in exam hall with empty brain ar??? haha crazy.. i will study n do revision.. but not at home.. my pattern is last min study one mahz..
now my sister is discuss with my family about her tuition fees matter.. everyone is so supportive. sigh..
that time when i want to apply for education loan.. all not dare to be my joint applicant.. no one dare to be my guarantor... sigh. nevermind la.. never depends on other...depends on myself bahz..

tired

2009-06-26T21:48:00.003+08:00

today.. is my paid day... but i officially declare i going to be broke sooon.. hahaha

coz. just now i ask MR yup.. how much per lesson for circuit.. he say additional of 23 dollars.. my lesson is 28 per hr.. additional of 23 dollars will be 51 dollars per hour.. and i have 11 lesson with him.. mean.. total i need 561dollars.. test date.. booking for the car. cost 120 dollars.. OMG... i got to spend 681 in this two week.... just paid my school fees.. 4k...... OMG.... fainted... and i going to HK lor.. got to change min 500 dollars lehz.. jia let.. ....

today is my first lesson with MR YUP.. he is not bad.. learn alotz from him.. better than MR yeo.. haha

some picture taken on last friday

sigh... ....... sigh......

i go sleep le.. very tired...

keep repeating the same OLD problem...

2009-06-21T16:14:00.005+08:00

Ooo... getting busier.... next friday onwards.. i will be very very busy...
yesterday i went to meet janet for lunch and chit chat.. coz she is very upset over her driving lesson.. then i go console her.. after that.. i went to POSB branch to withdraw out my money from "my saving account" and deposit into maybank. the teller at maybank not familiar with their products.. argh.. damm it.. every Q that i ask her.. she have to check with her officer inside the office.. and they are not flexible in their service.. and she is very "BLUR".. this is not the first time i encountered this prob.. last time i went to Maybank at bedok.. they also very blur argh

sigh.. zq always make me not happy over the SAME problem.. he always ask me to do " house work" argh.. as u know... nowsdays.. the women is DIFFERENT from last time.. last time.. women used to be a full time HOUSEWIFE..soo their job scope is to COOK, CLEAN HOUSE and welcome their partner back home.. but now.. the women change.. we're working in a corporation.. fighting with all the man.. be competitive in the industry.. we wanted to earn more MONEY to improve on overall family INCOME... and not just depends on our MAN income to survive.. two person earning is better than one person right? life will be better and less stressful with more income.. the world have change. last time.. standard of living is LOW... now the standard of living is very very high... so we cannot just depends on one person income.. unless the one person is a CEO or big BOSS of a company.. then will be different story... therefore.. we're no different from MAN lor.. we working.. we feel tired... we facing problem.. and MAN cannot expect us to do all the house work right?? we cannot work in both day n night right? we are not machine.. MAN feel tired after work.. and we FEEL Tired tooo...
girl will appreciate if the guy willing to share of the workload.. good guy will not want their partner to be over tired...

now i having school holidays.. my temper very good.. coz no stress. soo i can always give in..
but once my school start.. with the project stress, test stress, exam stress... i dont know how would i react of this PROB keep popping out in my normal life....
i try to talk to zq.. but he seem like not taking this prob seriously.......he still want to bring out to making fun of me.. just like yesterday.. he make me wash his plate.. and my plate after the dinner.. which i already told him before hand.. i dont wan to WASH..... i dont mind washing for him if he come to my hse have dinner.. but i dont like doing it at other people house.. every house have their own house rule.... how i know which sponge for washing plate, cup, frying pan etc. i might use the wrong sponge to wash and this make thing WORSE right?????? but he seem like dont understand lor...
i already try talking to him and also show him black face le.. but he seem like dont get it..
i dont know what can i do to solve this problem le.
the last resort ... is avoid going to his house le.. but i know he is very tired after work.. that why i dont mind going to his house to accompany him on weekend.. soo avoid going to his hse might affect our relationship.. but this is the only solution which i can think of...... sigh....
i see how lor.. if really no choice.. this is the only way out le.....

today my driving very smooth.. yeahz...
yesterday zq told me he is quite flirt person and ask me must try to tie him down... i really really mind about this.. i dont know is he joking or serious.. but i choose to believe this is truth...
coz we're belong to same group of person..
i admit.. last time i used to be quite flirt... always get distracted easily... and i used to say the same thing to my ex bf too.. and they all fail to tie me down... soo i believe what he said.... sigh. life is really funny.. very disappointed..

Stress...feeling down

2009-06-17T21:10:00.002+08:00

OMG.. i got soo many personal stuffs to settle...
first... i waiting for SIM to send me the invoice for school fee.. hopefully i will received by this week.. so i can go settle the fee on next monday..
secondly.. i must find one saturday to go down ICA to apply for singapore citizenship...
thirdly.. i got to renew my PDL before july...
next friday onwards.. im very very busy..
i'll be going for MR yup driving lesson.... and my driving lesson almost everyday...
i manage to get two second hand textbook for kris n ben.. sigh.. why cant they go look for it themselve lehz..
tml the seller will go to my office n pass me the textbook...

sigh.. another sad matter... zq mother have many misunderstanding over me.. sigh.. nvm la. time will resolve it... zq very bad la.. dont help me explain..argh...
three more week.. im going holiday with zq.. haha soo excited...
we're going to Hong Kong.. haha erm... i dont think i can buy alotz of stuffs lor. coz this month.. im paying for school fee and driving lesson.. argh.. going on wrong timing.. haha
cannot anyhow buy... must be selective.. whaha
actually zq quite sweet lehz.. he will come to harbour front meet me once in a week after my work.. he purposely drive all the way from his house to harbour front just to have dinner with me and send me home.. haha
yesterday very funny lor.. zq know that DBS shuttle bus will drop us at the bus stop near to siam im hawker center, and he walk all the way there to wait for me.. end up.. i never take DBS shuttle bus.. i taking maple tree shuttle bus.. haha coz i wanna see him earlier. that's why i faster rush out of office and go for maple tree bus.. just hope that i can reach harbour front earlier.. haha then he said next time he dont wan to walk there wait for me le.. sooo SAD....
if i know.. i take DBS bus lor...
today i went to disbursement team for training.. coz now they afraid of H1N1.. and we might be split ops.. soo they want us to cover if one side down..
last time i was in disbursement for 6 mth.. and now they have many changes.. that why they wan me to go there to refresh memory.. so i can cover the duty if really split ops..
sigh. i see spotted risk in the procedure.. sigh. should i bring up? i also spotted the template can be improve in a better way.. will they accept it if i change it??

argh. tml sure got complain from client...
the client have mail us two CHQ.. one CHQ we have bank in and apply the payment accordingly.. and the client highligh to us that.. another CHQ didnt clear...
i suspect... our ppl only take out one CHQ from the envelop.. and another CHQ maybe still inside
so from the system.. i can tell that the application applied on 24 FEB.. then i go dig all the feb source.. cannot find the date 24.. argh. then i ask around.. all said they didnt keep any source...
then no choice la... i have to search from the tall cabinet.. Yoke mee told me that the two cabinet very messy...collapse anytime.. then i told them..if they heard someone shout.. that person will be me.. which mean the thing inside the cabinet collapse on me.. hahaa i spend 30 min searching up n down at the two tall cabinet.. cannot find.. argh.. then i go to my colleague personal cabinet.. one by one search.. finally i found it.. and true enough... the CHQ is inside the envelop.. oo.. really shit lor. tml sure get complain by client le.. is our mistake... everyone got shock when i pull out the CHQ from the envelop...

2009-06-16T22:34:00.002+08:00

went for enrolment last friday..
next sem taking investment, leadership management, and price and market.
investment and leadership mgmt got to do group projects..
Sigh.. our group is getting smaller.. just get to know Esther fail her marketing module..
so.. left with rachel, ben, kris and me..
last sem ..kris told me.." we must clear all module. so next sem i can send u home"
yes.. we clear all.. but.. .. our class on different day.. hahaa
their marketing class on thurs.. my investment class on friday.. .. how to go back tgt?
our core module on monday n wed.. soo these two days kris can send me home.. but friday i have to go back alone le.. sob sob.. sooo sad........

wonderful weekend

2009-06-08T22:14:00.008+08:00

haha having wonderful weekend with zq....

saturday i was working with darius and kelvin at EXPO.. zq soo sweet..send me there.so i dont need to travel soo far to expo...

darius drive.. me n kelvin inflate balloons and we went to 4 places... haha after we finished out last order.. we send kelvin to his concert venue. haha we didnt tell greg about it.. haha

when we on the way back to greg place... we stuck at traffic jam.. darius and me soo hungry lor...

we have our dinner at greg house..

sunday morning i got driving lesson, after the lesson, i went back home to sleep.. then woke up at 1150.. bath n prepare .. then meet zq... we went to jalan kayu for lunch.... haha

he always orders alotz of foood lor.. and we cant finish it... then we went to farmway.. yeahz.. having fun there...i see the doggy, horse, goat..peakcock..rabbit.. fish... haha

i boght my doggy food there.. soo cheap lehz..weird.. usually i buy at pet station which cost me 38 dollars.. over there..after discount.. 25 dollars..weird. weird.. haha

soooo much cheaper lor.. should have buy more :P

after the farm way.. we went back to his house and watch TV.. as usual... i watch TV..he sleeping..argh...i cant sleep coz am wearing contact len...

back from penang

2009-06-04T22:05:00.005+08:00

ooo i non stop eating in penang.. argh... must have put on weight.. and now im SICK...

friday

lunch- hokkien mee and fries kway teow

dinner- fries kway teow, lok bak, kang kong cuttle fish, fries osyster,

saturday

breakfast- hong kong di xin

lunch- laksa, chendol, qing wu

dinner- wedding dinner

sunday

breakfast- curry mee, fries carrot cake

lunch- 8 course lunch

dinner- muffin and ice tea @ coffee bean

erm.. i have been 4 yr didn't go back to penang... and now i know..what is true friendship..

Chee Seng and me did not meet for soo long... but he still treat me as good friend...

i only go back for 3 days ..which is very very rush.. but he is trying his best to meet up with me..

saturday he sms me .. ask me wanna meet up at pub.. he gf going with him. then i say.. i cant make it..coz i still stuck at wedding dinner.. then he ask me how about sunday.. my sunday schedule also very pack. so ended up.. he say he meet me up airport... soo nice of him..really trying his best to meet up.. this is what i call.. true friendship... if u really wanna meet up.. u will put in effort to make it happen... i really appreciate a person who put in effort to do thing...

what happen to me.. why always fall sick??

now i fall sick again...

monday night my temp hit 38.5..omg..high fever..

these few days my temp remain as 37.3.. i still go to work..coz so many payment is waiting to apply..and so many course to attend...i still got block nose.. coughing.. erm...sound like swine flu? hahaha

this week never get to go online so freq...

monday night i was at zq house.. he dont let me go online lor.. very bad...

tues..i was at home resting...

wed..zq n me went to amk for dinner and movie.. sweet right??

thurs...zq on course.. that why i can online now..and update my blog.. haha

tml i will be meeting calvin and janet for dinner..

erm.. lau already know im attached.. and why he still keep sms me ar? really dont understand guys lehz...

really love yoke mee sia.. she always side me.. today lay lay bring up one case..ask me why i put on account under uncertificate.. then yoke mee totally side me..sooo nice of her..

then today ruhaini cannot balance ... so they cannot start the overall balancing.. but i still can go off on the dot.. coz yoke mee ask me to go back rest early... she really a nice person...... love her sia.. soo touch of what she do for me...

today i get back two of my result.. yoke mee ask me how is my result.. i say " good" haha then yoke mee soo happy.. she "yeahz" to me.. whaha soo cute...

erm.. i wondering why zq dont like to talk about his past??? eg.. i asked him..how he get down grade in NS.. he dont tell me...

ooo sad.. kelvin going to be posted at brunei for 1 yr... sigh... only left with ben n kris in school..sigh.. next sem not fun le.. no kelvin to play with me liaoz... cannot bully him liaoz kris n ben very nice to me too.. ben cannot bully too much la.. haha he got family one..

kris lehz.. he will let me bully la. but he will suan me too..

but kelvin different.. he never suan me lor. very nice friend.... and he is the only person same age as me lor.. ben soo old le.. kris 1 yr younger than me.. haha

back from penang..

2009-06-04T22:03:00.003+08:00

Ooo... my penang trip damm funz...and very busy.. we keep eat alotz.. non stop eating.. OMg..i must have put on weight lor..argh... i going to write down all the schedule in penang.. and all the food we eat..argh...

friday - lunch - hokkien mee, fries kway teow

going back penang

2009-05-29T00:00:00.003+08:00

yeahz..finally is the day i going back penang...

its have been 4 yr i didnt go back le.... the last time i went back was during my elder sister wedding dinner...

i already to accept all the negative comments from my relative... eg.." u put on weight" " more rounder" etc...

and i also be prepare to answer their nasty Q.....eg.." when is ur turn??" " do u have bf?" argh.....
today zq off...but..we didnt meet up...

actually we plan to meet up.. and but last min he feel tired..and lazy to come out..
so nevermind la..i call up kris for dinner.. he pick me up from woodland mrt station and we went to chong pang nasi lemak for dinner.. is my suggestion..haha.. and the place so hard to get car park.. but we soo lucky.. got one car going off so we can park there.. haha
as i said early.. i still put zq as my top priority during my free time at the moments... during my free time, if he wanna meet up.. i will meet him.. but then if he cancel it..then i will arrange my own activity...

one thing different between guy and girl is.. schedule.... guy like to call n meet up last min or on that day... but girl like to plan their schedule before hand...

i feel that zq n me dont have much time for each other... i was wondering if we have more time for each other.. will we quarrel??? like what he say.. we're similiar in some way..
some people say..." no time for each other is just an excuse.. is whether u want or not"
yes..i think quite true..... actually if u really wanna spend time with ur love one... u will put in effort to make it happen...

maybe zq and me just started not long.. soo his feeling to me not that strong yet... never mind la.. as time goes by.. i shall see how it progress.....

i believe in action than words...... that's why i dont like guy sweet talk.. if u wana be good to a girl...do it in action..not words....words without action is "bullshit"...

maybe i should start planning my activity for June... to catch up with friend and classmates to keep myself busy....

Passion RUN

2009-05-24T22:04:00.002+08:00

wow.. i was soo surprise that i completed 10km..haha before the run.. i didn't train much.. i only go jogging around my area..and very short distance.. roughly about 1.2km :P i keep telling kelvin he got to walk with me.. coz i cant run..

this morning i take bus 168 to tampines..very fast..only 20 min.. coz zq hand swollen..can send me there.. so i met kelvin at tampines and we go there together..

when we reach there, we try to look for rachel.. and we manage to find them.. haha then while we waiting for the run to start.. rachel told me during her first run.. she walk alotz.. and took 3 to 4 hr to reach the finish line.. OMG in my heart...i was thinking.. 3 to 4 hr..sooo long.. fainted..
then from the conversation.. i get to know she every yr got take part in this type of events.. and recently she go training with her friend.. manage to run 6 km.. soo strong sia.. i was soo stress.. this is the first time i join..and the longest distance i run was 2.4km.. haha sigh..

when the run start.. kelvin and me run side by side.. we already say we will run together.. then rachel bf soo fast.. he have over take us.. then rachel also over take us.. i was runnning is slow pace.. haha coz i cannot run fast la.. used to run slowly..and non stop lor..
then kelvin say to me" how come i keep seeing ppl over take.. and we didnt over take anyone."
then ard 2 km..we stop and go toilet.. then continues to run again.. then we take drink at every drink station.. haha then we go toilet again at 7km.. haha from 7km to 8km..we walk..this is our plan la. after 8km.. we chiong to finishing line.. haha we saw rachel and her bf around 7.5km.. then we were soo surprise.. we thought they are very very far ahead liaoz..ended up..we over take them haha we turn back n say " hi " haha then rachel shouted." argh.. kelvin.. mun cheng" then we turn back n say " bye bye" haha then we finish it by 1hr 30 min.
hahaha soo overall the whole run.. we jog non stop from the starting point to 7km.. and walk for 1km..then continues run non stop from 8km to 10.4km. haha
i was soo surprise that my stamina is back..haha and i manage to run sooo long distance haha
after the run.. rachel say to me" u very fast lehz..u got train is it?" then i say " no la.this is the first time i run soo long distance.." and they soo surprise.
aiya.. i keep running because the weather getting hot.. and i wanna finish it asap... then can rest..and go back early.. then go meet zq.. haha
if i walk..and finish by 12pm..it will be very late.. and very hot..
haha and i got sun burn..argh.. very dark now...
after the run..i go home.. bath..change.. then go meet zq for lunch.. we have lunch at sakae sushi..i order katsu curry don.. sooo big plate.. very very full lor
then after that..i go his house watch SCV..and he sleeping.. haha and i laugh soo loud and he wake up. haha
at night..we have dinner together.. and zq see me soo tired.. and he try to drive me bad.. soo touch.. his hand soo swollen and painful.. and still wanna send me back.. soo sweet..
tml got to work le.. hopefully no muscle ache..

happy day

2009-05-21T21:45:00.002+08:00

wow..today sooo surprise sia.... zq called me from KL lehz.. haha surprise to receive his call.. haha
today i wear spec to work..coz last night play game till quite late...ended up..eyes pain..very red...cannot wear contact len..must wear spec le..
oh no..i miss zq lor..haha i keep looking at our picture on my HP :P haha
i was wondering..do he miss tooo?????
during lunch time, Annie and me talk about past relationship.. and i told her.. i hope that zq is my last bf.. haha chern yang ask me why didnt go KL with zq.. then i say " he going with his friend la..what for i follow lehz" haha then he say " u can keep him accompany" then i say " we have plenty of time for each other" why do i say that lehz.. coz.. i think we can last..
just now edwin come n fetch me to my sister house to repair her computer.. argh..soo tired..just back from her place... haha i bring murfee with me haha coz edwin say he wanna see my doggy.. haha all my family member know edwin one la..haha coz he all our computer, network..etc..set up by him lor haha he soo good at those stuffs. and he stay nearby la. i always wanted to intro my sister to him lehz. they two same age lehz..haha but then..too bad.. no chemistry..
today didnt go for jog.. coz raining, the floor wet.. quite dangerous ...
if tml not raining, then i will go jog.. haha
as zq wish lor..i soo guai.. after work go home.. didnt go out happy happy.. haha actually i dont plan to go happy happy la.. i just disturbing him nia.... i feel happy that he did call me to disturb me that he is "spot check" on me. haha this mean.. i'm on his mind.. yeahz..

hamstring...pain....argh....

2009-05-20T21:48:00.002+08:00

oooohhh... no.... i'm sooo bored... leading a " no life" life..
i'm VERY FREE now... argh.. what i going to do for next month???? nothing for me to look forward lor.. should i go for a short trip???? where should i go??? bintan? batam? malaysia?? haa

sigh.. i over train my body... and how suffer from hamstring pull.. argh...
this morning i missed the bus, missed the train..coz i cannot run... hanstring pain lehz.... i feel the pain when i walk...soo how i going to run??? hopefully it will recover by saturday..so i still can make it for the passion run on sunday. haha

yesterday my hamstring pain and i still went for my night driving lesson.. sigh.. coz i already book and dont wanna missed any lesson..need more practice.. i'm a attention seeker..so when i telling zq about my hamstring prob.. i expected him to show more care and concern.. but he didn't.. he still joking with me on msn.. soo i was very upset last night and didn't talk much to him and went to sleep early.. this morning.. i was telling myself not to be upset over small matter..trying my best to convince myself to "take it easy".. and zq is going to KL tonight..so dont wan to spoil his mood.. i think...i shouldn't have high expectation from him..so life will be more easy and mood will not get affected so easily.. will zq miss me when he at KL?? actually going oversea is a good way to test who is important to you.. example when u wanna buy some gift for friends.. who come to your mind first...the friend is important to you.. and who do you think of before u sleep..the person is the one u like...

today i went to harbour front " seah im" there for lunch with Annie and Yoke Mee, we order black pepper chicken rice. .. i miss the fish soup there.. maybe tml i will go there again..
when i waiting for the food.. Chen Wei called my HP..when i wanna answer it and he appear right in front of me.. haha now then i know he workplace soo near to me.. just opp PSA building.. haha. maybe next time when we can organise gathering dinner at VIVO with Edwin and Lilin.. but Lilin is getting married and she is doing her Master ...so very hard to meet up lor.edwin having school Holiday now..soo should be free lor.. haha last time in poly.. Chen wei, Edwin, Lilin and me..we're group member during yr 2.. i seldom talk to chen wei..coz he is a weird guy.. haha aiya..all guy good in IT is weird lor.. but then..i didnt expect he will keep in touch with me after grad.. and even plan for gathering dinner. haha i think to him.. i'm a slacker in school lor.. haha he is sooo GOOD in programming.. all lecturer know about him.. and ar.. he is TOP 3 student in whole course.. aiya.. the three of them are good in IT lor.. i'm the only one give up on IT and doing business course now :P last time all our project get dist... coz.. we have Chen wei who is good in programming, Edwin.. good in web design.. Lilin..good in database.. argh. what am i good in??? nothing lor :P and last time after yr 1..i appeal for tranfer course to Chemical Process and i got in.. i attend the class for a week and come back to IT..partly also because they three keep asking me to come back... they promise they will help me pull thro these three yr.. and leonard also one of them la. leonard keep forcing me to study lor.. he even come to my house early in the morning during study week. and force me to study ..argh....

i feeling sooo happy..

2009-05-18T21:50:00.002+08:00

yeahz... i'm happy happy happy..haha
its sooo goood to be with zq...
u know what...
yesterday after his work..he come and fetch me to his place..
then while we watching show.. i told him..my friend asking me to go clubbing after her exam.. muz go celebrate for all the hard work we put in... then i ask him would he mind if i go..
then he ask me who is going.. then i say " janet" ..then u know wat...
soo surprise lehz..he say "ok" wow..coool....i really never expect he would agree to let me go lor...
hahahahaha then i ask him how come he let me go..he say " coz u need to have ur own activity...and u r going with ur best friend." wow..cool right? haha but got one condition la.. i must text him when i reach home :P
he is realllly......very sweeeeet.... love him.. haha
but i wont over do it la.. no guy will like their gf to go clubbing lor.. so i wont go there unnecessary la. anyway i'm not regular clubber what.. i'm just social clubber nia..
i feel that...zq is a person i can talk with him comfortable..no gap at all. haha i can be very open and tell him " i LS lehz" haha dont need to be pai sei with him..haha
Daniel very bad lor.he say now honey mood period..so zq will agree to let me go.. he bad lor..i tell him ar..whoever dare to say bad thing about my bf.. i will not be friend with them....
oh ya.today i will strike toto sia.. u know why..haha coz AMY talking to me lehz.. haha funny sia.. we in the same dept for 3 yr plus.. when we in the same section "invoice section" we dont talk to each other.. no common topic lor. then ar.. after that incident..more worse..everyone know we two CANNOT CLICK at all one.. then after that..i leave invoice team..i went to invoice settlement team.. and soo happy..dont need to see her FACE anymore.. haha now i happily working in settlement team.. and she stay in invoice team.. but today very surprise lehz. when i inside the rest room.. she come in.. and she smile to me.. then i smile back lor.. usually we two will pretend didnt see each other lor.but today she smile.so i smile back lor.. then she say " u having holiday now?" then i say " yuppie" then she say " is this ur last paper? then u grad liaoz?" then i say " no la.not soo soon..still long way to go..next yr then grad" haha then she say " very soon la." haha then after i come out from the rest room..i walk to my officer work station n say " today i can strike toto liaoz.amy is talking to me" haha then my officer say " wow..really?? she in good mood ar?" then i say " i think so lor" hahaa
i suspect ar...now she is bored with invoice team liaoz lor.. she have lose her power there after bee ling join in.. haha so she is thinking to join my team here.. that why she is making an effort to talk to me..... haha working in big company..must know how to handle with the politic and play with it well lor.. haha
today when im on phone with client.. then ruhaini pass to me two BIG MANGO..wow.. my FAV fruit..yea yea.. hahaa but i worry after i eat..my skin get worse.. haha

life without goal...

2009-05-15T22:27:00.004+08:00

this is our forth pic..

Ooo..this week im fully occupied wor..whaha

monday-- i just back to work..soo very tired..and sleepy..then go home early n rest..

tues-- my first night driving lesson..OMg..damm challenging lor..heavy traffic flow..and i can't see clearly.. haha

wed- meet zq at orchard.. shopping and dinner.. haha this is the second time we went to town :P usually we always hang out at shopping mall near our place.. haha

thurs night... i went to zq house for dinner..OMG..soo pai sei lor.. haha first time go to his house..and also first time have dinner at bf house lehz

last time i don't go to my bf house for dinner ... i always ask them to come my house instead..haah coz i'm very shy person la.. this time i went to zq house..because i know zq is a homely guy..and he and his family have strong bond..which is very good... and he is enjoying when he at home.he can watch his fav drama on SCV..haha so i dont mind going there to accompany him coz we really dont have much time for each other..

haha and zq very sweet lor..he come and pick me up after work... and he very funny lehz.he dont know the way back to sembawang..haha luckily..i still can remember the road... i also not familiar with road one lehz... haha but ar..i see so many ERP..sigh..heart pain too...

today i check with daniel about the road from my office to sembawang ..he guide me by showing me the map from street directory....which he say this way is faster and no ERP... but i think that route might have traffic jam lehz..haha

i upload all our picture here..i was wondering..did zq download it??

haha no more exam..no more school..argh..what should i do during this two month?? no goal...

tireeeddddd

2009-05-11T21:24:00.002+08:00

i'm dammm tired..........
first day back to work.... very tired..very sleepy..whole body ache....
so many email to read..... soo many follow up to do... soo many case to investigate.... soo many rubbish to clear...
i keep going toilet..coz im dammm tired...to face all those stuffs..argh. the WORSE is..i work OT . and so many ppl come and "suan" me when they still see me in the office after 6:30pm..argh..
stupid chern yang come over my work station and said to me " wow.. u r still here???" damm it..
then around 7pm... daniel come over my workstation n said " not going back?? why still here?" and he very bad..he say " hey i going back now.." argh... make me angry nia...
today Annie and Jack not in lor..annie standard one la...almost every monday take MC..haha jack should be at shenton way lor..so i went to buy lunch back to pantry and eat with yoke mee..
argh.tiring day......... very very tired.........

moooody day.....

2009-05-10T14:10:00.003+08:00

our third picture..taken on friday after my exam.

bad moood bad moood....

its very hard to describle how to feel now...........

when the time i change my display pic..u should know there is something bother over me..

anyway.... not impt le.. i'll adjust my feeling asap.............

later going for mother day dinner.. hopefully it'll lighten me up....

oh ya i need to get myself a digital cam sooon.. my HTC Hp cam cannot make it la... the colour sooo ugly...

yeahz..OT paper over...and i LS..

2009-05-07T17:34:00.002+08:00

oh yeahz...finally organisation theory paper is OVER...... hahaha..
this is a three hour paper..consist of 6 Question and we have to answer 3 question.. soo 1 hour for 1 question..
before the paper, i told kris..." erm..i think by 12pm i will step out of exam hall, i got nothing in my head now..." haha but i can't believed that i was sitting there 3 hr exactly...... OMG.... hahah
its really got a lotz of shit to write........
when i finish my question 1... i look at my watch..it was 1120....i used 1 hr to do one question..cant believed it..and my answer was like 3 pages sooo long......
in the exam hall, kelvin sit next to me and ben just infront of kelvin..haha we really surprise that our seat so close to each other... but kris very far from us...
after the paper, i sms zq...then i walk to student loudge to meet up with kris...coz he left the hall early..then ben, kel and rachel come in later..then we all went to food court for lunch....
when i order the food..janet suddenly pop out.....wow i got shock..how come weekday she in school..haha she say she take half day leave to study with friends..and her " shuai ge ge" sitting in front of her... but too bad..i cannot see how the " shuai ge ge " look like...coz he back is facing me..haha knowing her soo long but didnt know how her taste like.. haha this is the first time she so crazy over a guy..so a bit curious how is this "shuai ge ge" look like lor.. haha i think should be good looking la..coz her bf also very handsome mahz.. haha if this shua ge ge like her then jia let liaoz... i dont know how she going to handle it ..her current bf surely wont let her go...
er..i think the food not clean lehz..coz im LS now..... argh... damm it...
luckily tml is econ paper... im quite alright with econ... my supply and demand, money exchange quite strong..haha
but then the inflation, GDP...still ok nia.got to do more revision and improve on it.....
after the paper..all my classmates look soo tired lor... they all burn mid night oil study lor
then they suan me lor..they say " u r the only one look soo fresh and no dark circle" hahaa aiya.i need clear mind for exam wat..i wont burn mid night oil before my paper.. but i will wake up early to do last min revision...

Simple and Relax lifestyle...

2009-05-04T21:07:00.005+08:00

my poor murfee.. he got hair one hor..just that a little bit short..

well.. i have been leading a simple lifestyle now..haha

Morning i wake up, bath, eat...and bring my doggy for a walk..then start my revision...till evening 5pm plus..then bring my doggy for a walk again..then take my shower...dinner and do my revision again.. haha simple n relax lifestyle...

this morning i set alarm at 8:35am... then send sms to zq to wish him good luck for his exam.. haha and the funny thing is..he knew that i purposely wake up just to wish him..haha and he ask me to go back sleep abit longer.. wow..he really know my pattern... but i dont know him well lehz.how???? ok.. well..after my exam..i'll put in effort to get to know him better.....

this evening when i bring my doggy walk around the garden.. then got two guys very bad lor..they say " hey..ur doggy no fur lehz" OMG...u two idiot ar.. my dog got fur lor..just that we trim it short lor... haha but i didnt say anything la..just keep quiet and ignore them.. haha

i think zq do miss me la.haha coz he sms me more than i expected.. haha maybe today he is not working..that's y got time to text me.... i was wondering....he really like me?? haha or issit becoz he knew than i like him so he try to like me??? ooh no....i'm thinking too much le..haha okok..dont think about it..and see how it progress......... but i'm curious lehz.....hahaa

oh mother day is coming... we have reserve the table at sakura@republic..

sunday sunday

2009-05-03T23:17:00.002+08:00

sunday sunday sunday....
last night didnt sleep well... keep coughing... turn here n there ...cant sleep..argh...
this morning i went to driving.. make so many mistake..argh.. how come ar? dont understand lehz.. why am i so lousy at handling the car.....
after driving.. i just step out of the car..i received zq sms liaoz. haha.. he always sms at the right timing.. haha i still remember that time i went to KL with janet.. and i just reach SG and received his sms.. very "zhun" haha
i went home and take a short nap...haha i woke up..near to 2pm liaoz..omg...half a day gone le.. so tonight i got to study..to cover back..
erm erm...i think...zq know me better than i know him lehz... haha he always do thing which make me happy... and...i wondering..is he happy too????
i cannot be so selfish mahz.... must give n take..
sigh.. but im not that observant person lehz..i dont really know a person well lehz..
oh gosh...im soo sick..how to train for the passion run lehz... 10km lehz..siao liaoz.....
on 24 may lehz....only few week from now...FAINTED....

coughing...

2009-05-02T22:34:00.002+08:00

this morning i went to woodland lib.. OMg..due to the swine flu..we have to scan our IC before go in.. therefore, many ppl Q outside there.. such a long Q....
haiz.. im coughing lo...and m face swollen le.
every time i cough.. ppl will look at me..OMg...i dont have swine flu la....
oh ya..soo sad... zq is the first person agree that im fat lor..
he say he know im fat but he dont mind...
argh... soo sad
no guys ever tell me before im fat lor............
sob sob...
nevermind la.is good to be frank..
i really put on weight le.....

labour day...

2009-05-02T00:30:00.003+08:00

our second picture after some edit from photoshop haha only edit the lighting la

ooh.... no..

today my progress very slow..only cover one chapter.. haha

i really cannot study at home lor..waste time... i cannot focus.. my bed keep calling me....

haha today i meet zq for dinner...

we went to sunplaza sakae and follow by sembawang shopping center...

i just realise zq soo skinny but big eater lor..haha he order so many food lehz.........

haha then we happened to saw his sister..

omg..he sister same age as me lehz..but loook soo much younger lor...

she look like 22 or 23 yr old only......

argh.. i look soo old as compare to her....

but my colleague all say i look younger than my age lehz..and she look even younger.......

tml i will be going to lib study lor..cannot waste time le..must finish it asap...

sick sick sick....

2009-04-30T21:48:00.003+08:00

this morning when i wake up..my throat very very dry..no voice coming out from my mouth.. but i still went to work..coz today is month end..and next week i going on leave..so got many stuffs to clear...
today workload very heavy..and soo "suay"..my "aunty" come first day...
argh.. HELL day lor....
after take in all the daily processing... then i start to clean my stuffs.. argh...leave office at 7:45.. sooo late...
erm Swine Flu like quite serious lehz... today we have meeting about it... if happen in SG.. we will split operation.. my team will go to shenton way office... argh...going shenton way is good la.. got nice food... but very far from my school lehz...

this morning after i do my sgd matching.. i went to the clinic at my office building...
oh ya..early in the morning i got shock lor.. when i having my breakfast at my workstation..christin walk to my place and ask " hey..u know Robin Oh ar?" then i shock and say " yahz.. why lehz?" then she say " i know him" then i curious..i ask " how u know him? did u all liase with branch?" then she say " haha dont tell you... u can know him why i cant.." then she happily walk off liao... weird weird....how she know my ex.. haha funny girl..

then daniel told me yesterday when his group of colleague email each other and bitching about their boss and one guy accidently add the boss in their conversation.. but luckily the email have recall back successfully lor.. haha they are soo heng la..but then stupid la..its soo risky to bitch about ur boss using office email haha
luckily i got a good boss la.. me and my boss very good term one lehz. we're like friend friend lor.. haha they dont disturb me when im very busy... and i also dont give them trouble..
i dont like those boss keep coming to u when u are busy with ur work..very irritating one lor.. haha daniel and his group..all youngster.. no working experience la..they still very childish at work lor...

haha i was wondering..... do zq miss me? haha i do miss him lehz *shy* *shy*
i think im quite bo liaoz lor..doing silly thing lehz..u know what i do.. haha when i very sian at work..i will take my HP..go to album... and look at our "blur" picture... haha then continues to work.. haha boo liao right? hahaaa

cough cough cough....

2009-04-29T22:10:00.002+08:00

omg.... im coughing.......i hate coughing.... its soooo hard to recover..... argh....
at night cant sleep well..working cant concentrate...
sigh..
this week my work damm siong lehz...
yesterday eiwend and norima on leave..yoke mee MC... then left with me and ruhaini to do everything.....
then today...eiwend still leave... ruhaini urgent leave..left with norima, yoke mee and me...argh...
tml... is month end..i dont know who is coming..who is not... argh.. eiwend confirm not coming..she still on leave..ruhaini i dont know is she coming coz her aunty pass away....
anyway...no matter how many ppl come or not coming..i still go back on the dot.. haha
i got a very good time management.. hahaa

2009-04-28T22:27:00.002+08:00

last night.....i feeling soo sick..sore throat.and decide to sleepy early..
ended up..i was disturb by a phone call at 1am plus..one idiot....called my phone..and i told her " wrong number".... then after i hang up..she call again... then i reject the call.. and i went to toilet.. after my toilet...my phone rang..but it hang up before i can answer... i saw two missed call from the same number...
aiyo..she dont understand what is " wrong number" issit..
i already tell her is wrong number liaoz..then why she still keep on calling the same number......
haha today only ruhaini and me come to work..haha yoke mee allow two staff to go on leave today..and she on MC... soo ended up...only left with me n ruhaini...
haha we still manage to finish on time..yeahz..and go home early..
after work i went to watson buy contact len solution...the shop was so empty..last time its very crowded..cashier very long Q... but today.weird weird..no Q at all...
erm..is the market really that bad?????

SORE THROAT..argh..

2009-04-27T21:58:00.002+08:00

ooo monday again... sooo tired
haha yesterday i just change my status to " in the relationship", today so many ppl is asking me on MSN..haha
haha they ask " u attached liaoz ar? " then i say " yahz" then they say " huh...i got no chance le"
crazy... haha
then some friend wish me all the best... haha
ok la. i got sore throat..very painful......
going to slp le..
tml another busy day.. two ppl on leave..dont know why they approval it..so i muz go work.if not..left ruhaini alone..very poor thing one

yeahz...sweeet sweet day

2009-04-26T22:58:00.003+08:00

* soo blur..my new HP cam not good la..must take again *

today...is the first time me n zq went out " WHOLE DAY" haha

he fetch me at 2pm...and we heading to VIVO CITY..haha both of us dont know the direction.....we depends on the street directory... haha and very "unlucky".. its start to rain heavily when we out from CTE..and we lost our way... haha

god on our side.... we manage to find our way to there..

we plan to watch " knowing" but it was selling fast..so i suggested " 17 again" haha got " shuai ge" mahz.. haha but too bad...left first three row..argh..soo we choose " the international" haha

after movie.. we went for our dinner at Marche.. the food portion very big..argh..very fulll

after that we went to shopping...yeahz... and i manage to get what i wants... shampooo...HP pounch....

today...zq really sweet lehz..haha

i just get to know today got asernal match lehz..but he didnt watch it..and acc me :P

he say he dont like working shift work..coz cannot acc me on weekend.. soo touch :P

haha oh ya..i change my status in my facebook from "single to in the relationship " liaoz.. haha

oh ya..finally i got my new HP le.. HTC TOUCH 3G... cool lehz...

lost my way.........

2009-04-25T00:12:00.002+08:00

first day back to work..very sleepy...very tired..cannot concentrate..argh... luckily my workload not that heavy.... but my maibox full... 200 unread email... fainted... i used 1 hr to clear it all...argh...

daniel pass me bday present..ahha funny la..soo belated lor.... anyway..quite touch la..just get to know him not long..and i didnt invite him to my bday party...and yet he bought me present.. haha is a dress..very low cut lehz...fainted.. haha i try on and my sister say " wow..soo sexy...."

today our section going to have gathering lunch.. and my manager ask me help to orders.. so i orders KFC :P haha the mother day party meal free a pink colour bag..quite nice..haha and i got it..coz lay lay say im the one who help to order for everyone mahz..haha this pink colour bag quite big..can use for study :P

after work, i go home bath n eat..then go to su mei house for facial..
OMG..i shouldnt take 912 bus lor..is a loop bus.....its keep going round n round...and i get confuse..and alight at wrong bus stop.. so i give up..flag cab..and that cab uncle very funny lor..he ask me.." right or left?" if i know the direction... i wont take cab liaoz la....

after the facial..my face soo RED..haha and i took the 912 bus again..i tot its going to mrt directly..but im wrong... its going round n round..argh... then finally...i reach home at 11pm plus near to 12... i will never take bus 912 again..

ooo zq meeting me on sunday...oh shit..i look soo ugly lehz..i just cut my hair....and i eat alotz lehz..exam stress mahz..argh....

feeling sick..........

2009-04-23T22:01:00.003+08:00

Oooo.....yeahz...finally my Business Finance paper is OVER!!!! and i'm sooo glad that i know how to do most of the Question except section A...argh... Section A consist of 30 MCQ question..haha funny right? MCQ lehz..but i dont know how to do..haha coz its TEST on THEORY...and most of the THEORY from CHAPTER 7...argh... is my weakest topic :( ... nvm... section B n C 70 marks..yeahz..

for the past semester, most of my paper is 3 hr paper..and this is the first time i stay up to 3 hr..haha i always leave the halll early..but not today la..today soo many calculation lor..took up lot of time lehz.. haha and i feeling DAMM HUNGRY while doing the test..luckily i bought my water bottle with me..therefore i keep drinking water ...haha

today wasnt a great day for me... firstly...i overslept..hahaha luckily.. zq called me..haha and follow by my mom wake me up..haha secondly.. i leave my house early lehz. 8:30am lehz..the journey from my hse to SIM suppose to be 1hr..but i give 30min allowance....and u know what happen...i reach school at 10am EXACTLY lehz.. thanks to the waiting time for bus 903, 966 and 184... all the three buses keep me waiting approx 15 to 20 min... when i go up to exam hall..the door is CLOSE.. haha all the late comer like me..have to stand outside waiting for it to be open again at 10.05... and i have to walk in quietly...sooo MALU..

my phone was so busy when i was in the bus...i wanna do my last min study but cant.. Daniel called me to check have i overslept..but u know wat...i told him.." thanks ar..u called at 9:30 to check..isnt it too late? my paper at 10am lehz" the stanley called me at 9:15..coz he didnt see me outside exam hall..so he called to check am i on the way..then u know wat..he nag at me..he say " u shouldnt take bus in the morning, coz might have traffic jam " anyway..he is a nice friend la...last time when kris and me were late during exam..then i told him " how come nobody call us ar? they are not true friend lor..didnt concern about us..true friend will call n check if they dont see u outside exam hall..coz they will worry u forget the time or date.." and stanley and me not that close lor.we only officially talk to each other like..3rd time only..coz he always skip lesson.. and he still called me to check..soo touch.. nice friend ...

after the exam... i go lunch with my finance friends...haha order one big bowl of TOM YAM EE MEE..sooo nice..haha after lunch..i went back..and do a little shopping at cwp..
when i reach home..i take a shower...bring my dog for a walk.haha he so happy..coz i long time didnt bring him out liaoz.. then i go to dental opp my house..end up.. ITS CLOSED for dinner time..damm it..then i go home..bring my two watch..one to replace batt, one to adjust the chain..i walk 15 min to woodland center...ended..the watch shop CLOSED for renovation.. argh... when i reach home..i feeling dammm tired...have my dinner..watch movie outside my living room..and now..going to take panadol and sleep.. coz i dont feeling well lor..got headache.... feeling like puking..argh...

tml going back office le..haha everyone say my office wear is good....haha soo i think my dress sense for office is up to the standard liaoz..now..i have to improve on my casual wear le..argh..i dont really have casual clothing lehz....

student life day 2..

2009-04-21T23:25:00.002+08:00

This morning was raining heavily.... the thunder sooo loud... and i woke up...
i went to close my room window and kitchen window... and look at the time..6:50..zq should be on the way to work bahz..coz he usually sms me around this time.. so i sms him and remind him to drive safe...

haha i OVERSLEPT..... woke up at 11pm... stanley sms me..ask me wanna have lunch tgt? then i told him..im not going to lib..confirm no seat at this time. then we meet up around 1230... and study at MOS BURGER... and go dinner at 6 plus..and heading to lib continues study till 9pm..

erm..cannot judge a book by its cover.. ..haha cannot judge a person by it's look..
stanley always look soo slacker to me.. but i was wrong...
today he really study..and he try to understand the topic by himself...if he really really get confuse..then he ask me... when i see him struggling..then i will ask him if he need my help...
and he is dammm act cute guy lor..buay tahan..and keep making fun of me....ARGH...dammm it...
today he study half way..then he say " i going back " then i was shock" huh..soo fast?" then he say " yup..tired..." then i was blank..we only study like 30 min lehz... then he walk off and turn back..then laugh..he say " i going popular to buy calculator" win liaoz lor......

then when we in the lib...he study till bored liaoz..then he wanna kick my leg.. haha and i always fold my leg up..so he kick the air..haha then he look down the table..and i laugh.." haha...my leg not there la" then he smile..very cheeky...then i feel weird liaoz...i look down...u know what he did... he take my slipper away...oh gosh...he got me...dammm it..argh...

during dinner...we talk about ppl from our class.. then i told him..i only hang around with joseph in finance class, coz all my friends took marketing as their major..i'm the only one take finance.. so i got no friend..that's y i go look for joseph la... other module..i hang ard with my three friends lor.. then he say " the three friends must be guy right?" i was soo shock ....how he know?
then i ask him" how u know?" then he told me.." sometimes guy six sense quite accurate one..i can tell u got more guy friends..." then i ask " huh... why?" then he say " the feeling la..i can tell from the feeling that u got more guy friends..for ur character..u wont mix with girls one.."
dot dot dot...
i admit..i got more guy friends than girls... due to many reasons...

firstly...i dont really mix well with my sec school girls.. they are very childish... small little matter then get angry n cry..the worse is.." they play cold war" argh... then my hse just next to school..so i reach school on time..i wont go there early just to "gossip" about others.. so ended up.. i hang around with rick, ying bin, jeffrey and su qin.. su qin is the only girl very close with me..we use to sit at staircase and chat during recess time..coz both of us seldom eat.
after o level ... we didnt contact jeffery liaoz..coz i choose rick instead of him..then he was like angry with me.. even though...we both in same poly..but never meet up.. SP soo big..hard to see each other too. haha

then during poly...i tool IT course.. yr 1... 7 girls ( 1 india, 2 mymmar, 1 china, 2 singaporean and me), second yr 4 girls ( 1 china, 2 singaporean and me) third yr.... worse..only ME!!!!! soo eventually..i got more guy friends..they help me in my projects... coz Edwin and me from sec school.so he drag me to join his group of friends..

now ar.. in RMIT ar...coz Kris and me enroll together.. and soo happen that his airforce friend kelvin also same class, and kelvin same project group with ben.and ben drive him back after class.. soo we become good friend ...me --> kris--> kelvin-->ben.. haha

then in finance class, is not that i dont wan to hang ard with girls..coz all girls..have their own group of friends liaoz..its soo weird to join in lor.. then i happen to saw joseph that day sitting alone... then i talk to him la.coz we from same batch..and he know me too.. then next lesson..he intro me his friend..derrick..and derrick intro his friend stanley to me n joseph.. so ended up..my group of friend in finance..is the three of them lor..

that time i ask zq...what do he think of a girl with more guy friends.. he say.. the girl must be popular ..but this dont apply on me la.. they're not interested in me la..i'm just a normal looking girl... and we're purely friend... i'm just easy going..so can click with them ...

just now i ask him..."u got gf issit??" then he say " of coz i have"....wow. i was shock lo...heart drop liaoz...then i ask " how come u didnt tell me about it?" then he say " my gf name is wen qing" hehe.....

tml i going NYP to study...

student life.....day 1...

2009-04-20T20:58:00.003+08:00

student life.......
it's good to be student... we only need to focus on study...
haha i'm officially on leave from monday to thurs...will set up a tent at library.. going study from 10am to 6pm daily.. woodland lib is horrible...so many ppl waiting for the lib to open.... this morning i meet shirlyn at 9am for mac breakfast..then we go library study.. Kris join in around 1pm..then we out for lunch at 2pm.. and study till 6pm..
i manage to help shirlyn solve few Q for accounting...daniel called me few time in the evening.. he must be bored at work.. then i received a call from prudential..funny lor.. coz that time when i'm on my way home from tpy..and prudential having road show and this girl jaimee approach me. and i told her i aready have my finance advisor.. then i also told her what product i bought la. then she was so surprise that i choose aviva ...coz not many ppl will buy that..except govt service person.. then i share with her why i decided to take up aviva .. ended up..she was so impressed on me.. funny lor.... then this guy called me this afternoon.. and he told me jaimee give him my number..and he would like to meet up with me ... he like to offer me a full time or part time job.. dot dot dot... please la..i'm not going to sell those insurance products... i'm not a marketing person la..haha i think..tml i going to call him and reject it...

last friday..i got one "malu" incident lehz..argh..soo pai sei..
i was walking alone at my office lobby and day dreaming.. when i look infront....i only one step away from the big receptionist counter..... my reaction....is " wooooowwww...argh....." then the next time happen is.... everyone look at me... the security guard sitting at the counter...he look at me and laugh... he ask " xiao mei...what's on ur mind?" my face turn red...and said" er..nothing." then he say " u almost bang on this counter" then i reply him" yup..i know..sorry" then i faster walk off.. argh... my stupid reaction la....catch so many ppl attention...pai sei lehz..sob sob....

tml going to library again.... kris say he is coming but dont know wat time... shirlyn not confirm..stanley called me this evening and say he wanna join... sigh..he is damm slacker one..if he come..sure got many Q to ask me..then how i going to concentrate lehz.....

Mr Yeo... soo nice

2009-04-19T20:12:00.003+08:00

hot weather again...this morning i go for driving lesson..and i was LATE..haha not very late la..just 5 min late.. haha when i get into the car..MR Yeo( my instructor) pass me a key chain..he bought from Korea..haha he just back from his holiday with his wife.. haha soo surprise sia. i never expect him will buy souvenir for me coz i just one of his students.... haha soo sweet of him.. i'm soo touch.. haha

while i driving, he share with him all the fun and places he goes... and the joke of the tour guide too. haha before my lesson end, he told me..today i didnt make any serious mistake.. he say i'm fine. haha he also comments that if i concentrate i will do it well... sometimes i didnt focus so make alotz of silly mistake...

after the driving, i went to lib study..and finally i completed all the chapter for finance and the revision question..tml i just need to go thro the past yr paper and recap everything... phew...not that stress liaoz..i think this few weeks im stressed up..argh..now more relax le. haha

in the evening Robin go jogging and pass by my block..and he meet me to take the DBS union jacket ..that time i help him to collect coz he work in branch..and no collection point for them.. so i help him to collect but we're too busy and no time to meet up..so drag until today..then he say he going jogging...ippt coming..soo he will drop by my place lor..then we chat under my block.. he say he wanna take up ACCA lehz..he very flickle minded one la.. not young liaoz..still not mature enough ... already 27 liaos.. its very hard for a person to do part time degree and ACCA at a same time lor... dont know what he thinking la.haha anyway..none of my biz too..haha as a friend..i already advise him not to take up unless he really got the time and determination... haha i'm soo glad that we are not couple anymore..coz he is too childish liaoz... that time he said me very childish.. i admit i can be childish in relationship..but i'm not childish in my career path..

tml shirley meeting me to study together..is the first time she meet me.. haha and she need my help on accouting..last sem she fail this module..so this sem she repeat it.. sigh..but..i have return all to lecturer liaoz..i dont rem how to do lehz.hai..i have told her le..but i think she dont believe it la.. sigh..its hard for her to believe it too la..coz last sem i score 88 mark lehz.. sigh.. but..i'm that type of person...able to learn last min..and forget everything after that..... sigh..what if she tot i dont wish to help her lehz?? let's pray hard tml i can recall how to do la.. now my mind only have the fomular for finance.... nothing else...

i've give my theme park tix to my sister..let she n her bf go there play..anyway.. im afraid of height. so i dont think the place suit me la. haha

i think recently i'm really stressed up and think too much le..

i going to take thing easily..and lightly liaoz...

think positively.... be positive... and relax....

everything will goes fine and smooth...

giving up~~~~~~~~~

2009-04-18T23:43:00.002+08:00

very hot weather...melting.....

i went to school in the afternoon to study alone..
then around 4pm ..janet and her friend join me..
we study till 7pm..
around 5pm..Janet told me she cannot go dinner with me later..coz her mom got cook..
then i sms zq..and his mom also got cook..so nevermind la..i plan to buy back to eat lor..but ... ard 7pm..her friend have cancel his dinner appointment.. then he ask we all wanna go dinner with him.. then Janet cannot..soo ended up..only he n me go dinner at Clementi MOS burger.

he is very friendly guy la.so my dinner still ok la..at least we got topic to talk..not that sian sian type...

obviously..... i'm not the one....zq wants... he just put me as second choice... or third choice...he is still looking for his first choice......... what make me think so??? action speak louder than words... even from a guy view..... they also tell me the same " obviously... he is not that into u"
my girl friend also give the same comments " Miss Mak... obviously..u r not important."
its sooo sad to hear all those negative comments..
like what ppl say... outsider will have a better point of view...
i admit..i do like him..that's y...i dont see the clear picture.. therefore outsider will have a clearer picture.. daniel ask me.." does he call you?" then i say " nope..we chat on msn"
then daniel say " huh..call is a most important part to get to know the person better, so this guy never call u? apparently.. he is not that interested in you.. from my point of view..he is stilll looking around for a better one"
Janet look at my bday picture .. she ask " which guy is the Mr momo?" then i say " nope..he is not in the pictures..he come after everything ended" then she ask " huh..how come?"
i explain " he come after the match" then she say " Oh really? Miss Mak...obviously..u r not as important as a ball"
its sooo hurtful to listen to all this negative feedback..
i keep telling myself..." he sms me when he just touch down... he also sms me once when he at hong kong...he is sad from what i said.. he spend his free time to go movie n dinner with me...." soo i'm important to him...
but ar...i think now i have to reflect myself liaoz....give myself a slap..and WAKE UP.
just like what annie told me.." go for someone who like u more than u like him.so u will be xin fu."
i already put him as my top priority for guy friend.... i give my only free time to him... i rejected other guys outing..i keep a distance from my suitor...i stop going clubbing...coz i know he dont like..
and what do i get back?? he must be take me for granted....... maybe becoz..he knew i like him..
but do he know... when i give up on a person...i'll really give up....and this is what i going to do next.....

bad bad day....

2009-04-17T22:46:00.003+08:00

Tiring day cum bad day...
First.... i angry with daniel... second..i work OT till 7:30pm..argh....
this morning my mood very very good..coz i have enough sleep..i didnt miss the bus..didnt miss the train..soo everything goes smoothly.... until.... 9am plus...
this morning Mui Jee bring two dresses for me to try out..coz her husband bought it from Hong Kong for her daughter but the size too big ..her daughter wearing size S but the dress M size..
so i go toilet with Eiwend and try it out... haha and bought 1 piece from her.... another piece i dont wan..becoz the colour not nice la..whaha

when i come back from toilet..it was about 9am plus..and i need to finish my SGD matching by 1030.so very rush..and daniel called me...he ask me can go over his workstation to sign in internet.. i told him..i will go over when i'm free.. then he say ok.. coz in our bank..most of the dept dont have internet access...and all the trade service staff no internet access except factoring.. haha which is my dept..whaha coz our work required internet..whaha

then around 10am..he email me...ask me can i go over to sign in..coz he really bored at work..
this email....really piss me off.. i'm soo busy...and he still pushing me to go over his workstation to sign in for him..reason..becoz he is BORED... OMG..as a friend.... u muz be considerate wat...i'm busy at work lehz..is not that i dont wan to sign in for u..i just too busy to leave my workstation.... then nevermind..i dont reply his email.. then around 1030..i finish my matching..and was about to go over his workstation..but i was thinking..maybe i go toilet first..then go over sign in for him.. but..when i walk pass his place..he stop me...ask me to sign in..
i was...dammm ANGRY... i walk over...and sign in.then he ask me " r u angry with me?" i didnt answer.. he keep asking..then i sign in..and walk off liaoz..
then he email me...i dont reply.. then he call my phone..i answer..and i heard his voice..i put down the phone immediately..i feel soo angry..becoz..he is soo impatient..
during lunch time... very suay lor..we never happen to have lunch at same area...but today its happen...damm it.. jack, annie and me going harbour link building for lunch...and after i order my food..annie told me " daniel is here for lunch too" damm it..
in the afternoon, he email, sms, call my office phone..i still dont response to it..

evening..when i do overall balancing... Eiwend make MISTAKE again... *angry*
first error-- she key in wrong amount, supponse to be 72 cent..she key as 22 cent..so.. the balancing out by 50 cent.. and she have redo the application..then i tot should be balance liaoz.
but when i do...GL balancing..out again..damm it..
second error..also by Eiwend..and this error..is a repeat error..she have made the same mistake again...

the application supponse to TRANSFER and get the exchange rate before apply it..but she is very SMART.. she ACT SMART again.. she didnt put up for transfer..she just keyed in BOOKRATE...argh.. when can she be more careful and alert..and dont repeat same mistake????
so..after everything...i missed the 6:30 and 7pm bus... i got to take 7:30pm bus...reach home very late le..very tired......

soo overall is not a good day la..
anyway..after work..i cool down le..and reply Daniel sms liaoz..coz he keep on text me..ask if i still treat him as friend... somemore.he send me farewell email..haha
monday to thurs im on leave mahz..so today got many stuffs to clear up... that's i loose my cool easily la..

sian..tml going to school in the morning study till evening lor..
then sunday maybe going woodland library....
argh..
soo sian.. why am i stay at home on friday night?????? no activity????

New shoe..

2009-04-15T21:57:00.004+08:00

Today when i'm on my way back... i saw soo many promotion at harbour front..ahaha sooo exited.... first, i saw StarHub booth..ahah cool..i'm looking for HTC hp...

so i approach the girl..ask her any promotion for HTC phone.. she show me the Touch 3G.. ..is the phone i eyeing very long... but my contract only 12 mth.got to top up 100 for early upgrade...

so the girl ask me to call in starhub hotline..to check for the voucher.. and i just called in..the person say..he will put up for requested..and i'll receive call 5 days later.. *pray hard*

after that....i walk pass shoe shop...hahaha they on promotion..cool.. and i'm looking for sandal..whaha my sandal spoil le :(

so i bought two sandal from there..quite cheap...36 for 2 pair..haha i dont really going for fancy or fashion desigh la..just a casual sandal lor... and the shop person very cute.. when i make payment at the cashier counter... she bring out one big box ..inside full of bear bear key chain..haha got bear bear with pink dress or black dress.. i choose the pink dress.. ahah soo surprise sia..didnt expect it..haha like what other ppl say..girl like surprises... hahaa and i'm one of them..whaha

just now zq ask me a very chim Question.. have i consider to stay with in law..

ooo i really didnt think of this Q before..

come to think of it...

if the in law..same as my parents..soo nice... then i would love to stay with them la
but if the in law..very fussy..picking on my bad habit...nag at me when i'm back from work...very calculative....then i rather to stay with my parents..whaha

Lost

2009-04-14T22:19:00.004+08:00

my hair very messy...time to go for hair cut liaoz.. maybe this saturday morning i just go trim first..then after my exam..then i go for a proper hair cut..whaha

yesterday was our CEO richard funeral day.. so we stop work at 2:45pm..and silent for 1 min...
they have arrange shuttle bus to the funeral..but then..i was wearing "bright" pink dress..haha HOW TO GO.....

haiz... i'm getting sian...liaoz...
i dont know..what i wanna achieve in my life......
sian...
i just know.....i need to study and get my degree....
is this good enough?

maybe i should be soo negative.... at least.... i'm still fine

recently...so many friends around me facing relationship prob...
first, last week Kris told me..he and his gf just like friend...... no kiss, no hug... haha and he have try his best to make his gf happy liaoz..but she still not happy.. eg.he bought for her laptop and install all the software for her..but she just ask him " why u buy?" then next she do is...accept it..and no hug..no kiss..no happy reaction..
second, my best friend..qiao zhi..he just break up with his gf in feb.. and that girl still giving him attitude....and he told me..they only tgt for 7 mth...and he bought her 32 inch samsung LCD, Mp3, two Burberry hang bag, handphone etc... and end up.the girl say..they cannot communicate..and ask for break up..

haha why all girls...sound sooo bad...????????
is girl really that bad???
why all good guy get to know bad girls leh??????
then why i always get to know bad guy lehz?????

haha i think Lau is giving up on me liaoz... coz these two days..no SMS..no phone call from him..haha that's very goood.... and these two days..i didnt see him in the office..becoz..he is on MC..whaha
from what i heard from Daniel..he told me ..Lau very stingy guy...
haha i dont like stingy guy...
is good to be saver...but not stingy....
i dont know what daniel told me is truth or not la..coz i didnt go lunch with Lau before mah..
if he really is like daniel say..then he will not be my circle of friend liaoz..
i admit im spender...not saver....
but.. i think guy should not be stingy over certain things....
i'll look down on those over stingy guy..whaha
for example.. daniel is a saver..he is a budget person..whaha
but he is not stingy over certain thing la..
so he is my good friend now..whaha
i know he is saver..and he is very sensitive over price..everything i buy ..the first Q he ask is " what is the price?" then i will say him back" can u dont be so sensitive over price? its just a number"
then now..he dont dare to ask me this Q anymore...

sigh..sian...of my life....what will i be...in 10 yr time..... i'm LOST...

sad

2009-04-12T23:41:00.004+08:00

today i went to school accompany Janet for lunch and after that she go to her class and i stay at the study corner doing revision alone..haha almost fall sleep..haha very quiet and cooling..

Janet class end at 4pm and we two study till 7pm.. haha

sigh..SAD...no sms...no call from him...i think he don't bother about me liaoz... dont even care about me liaoz... later 12am..i will send him birthday wishes..and maybe this will be my last sms to him le... coz he seem like dont even bother about me..

disappointed day

2009-04-12T00:49:00.002+08:00

ok..my long weekend schedule really pack..but funx..hehe
friday i meet Janet 9:30 at the Mac near to national Library.. we have breakfast and study there till 5pm... after 5pm, we start our SHOPPING...yeahz.. we went to Far east plaza for dinner and shopping... i manage to get a new TOP and SHOE...yeahz... and she also manage to get her sandal and one top :P
haha time flies lor..... when we get the stuffs...the time already 9pm liaoz.. then we faster head to Lido for the MOVIE..yeahz
the movie finish around 11 and i reach home about 12 am..argh..whole day program..very TIRED..
this morning i woke up at 8am plus..reach NYP at 10am..study with joseph and derrick till 2pm..then take bus from AMK to SIM..and continues study with JANET till 7pm plus..then we went for dinner then go home.. when im on my way home, Arthur called me..he ask me is janet still with me...? coz janet phone is off.. haha see la..janet always say they are not that lovely type..just like friend..but then..her bf still very concern about her lor... haha

sigh... yesterday zq sms and told me that i'm important to him..but then..i dont really think so lor.. coz..if im really that important to him..then why today i only receive 2 sms from him???? he dont really cares what the matter i get angry with???? actually im not angry..im just disappointed... zq yesterday guess that i get angry maybe becoz he plan his trip on my bday or didnt text or call me everyday when he at HK... please lor..im not an unreasonable person lehz.. i wont get angry becoz of all this lor.. i know overseas call is exp..so no point wasting this type of money...
ok..i going to write down the reason why i so disappointed with him here.. coz this evening daniel call..and he say " why u girl always dont tell what the prob" ok fine..soo i said it here...

i'm not happy becoz...on last saturday..he watched soccer match instead of coming to my bday celebration.. at first i told he having lesson at night...but no lor..i just get to know on saturday night that he having lesson in DAY TIME...not NIGHT time..maybe u think..this is a small matter...but this really can tell i'm not important to him.. i can understand guy like soccer...but if u like a girl..u should come....or u have other plan on mind..like surprise her or celebrate in advance...
but then....NO..he never do anything....... soo if u r a girl....can u feel that this guy like u??????
what he have done...is sms me on 6/4/2008 ..12 am..exactly.. and he is the first person i receive the birthday wish sms... 12am .. then 1 min later.. 1201.. Robin( ex bf) called me..and he sing birthday song for me...haha sound soo funny..then after he put down the phone..i received daniel sms ..wishing me happy birthday too and ask me out on tues after work to celebrate my bday...then Kris come to my hse and wish me..haha

maybe zq is not a sweet person..but then.... i prefer sweet guy lehz....

post bday celebration...dinner with friends

2009-04-08T22:38:00.002+08:00

this two days very tired...tml is my last lesson for this semester..time flies...soo fast one more semester is over..and exam coming soon..STRESSSSSSSS

i dont wan to think about other stuffs which have disappointed me........ i dont understand why normal friend can treat me soo nice whereas...... he cant... i was quite surprise to receive his sms while he is having holiday at Hong Kong...but..then im still very disappointed with him. so i decide to give others ppl a chance and also giving myself a chance bahz...

monday i went to library study...after that Kris joined me..and he ask me to relax abit..dont soo stress on my actual day of my birthday..soo we go for movie and dinner...

tuesday..daniel ask me out for dinner after work..to celebrate my bday... so we went to cineleisure for dinner

today....i tot i can rest at home..but my internet modem spoil...OMG..i got to bring out the new wireless modem and just anyhow plug and try my luck..and it's work..whaha yeahz..
this afternoon daniel ask me out for lunch..so we went to harbour front hawker center.. haha the food there sooo cheap and nice..the fish soup...soo many FISH..YUMMY...

just now lau sms me..asking me to go lunch with him on monday.... sigh..i see what i can do to avoid going alone with him..haha if he wanna go harbour front..then i'll drag daniel with me.. if he going HP or PSA building.then i drag my group of lunch parner, Annie, Jack and Eiwend. haha

now Daniel and me become good friend liaoz..haha he willing to help me getting rid of this lau... i also ask daniel to hint him that i got someone on mind le..haha

my plan for friday is....going national library study...with Kris and Janet...
saturday...going NYP study with Joseph and Jeffrey..
sunday..no plan yet.... coz nobody ask me go study lehz.... dot dot dot..

bday celebration

2009-04-06T21:27:00.009+08:00

RMIT close friends
POLY close friends

DBS close friends

close friend from METRO..yea

my family

Last week very busy and finally my birthday celebration is over... can fully concentrate on my coming exam..

I’m so happy to see all my close friend coming to my party...their exam are around the corner but still make it for my party..soo nice of them.. Really can feel the value of friendship..haha and also feel how good they have treat me as a friend...
On Friday, Kris come and fetch me and bring all my stuffs to chalet. We reach there about 5pm and i’m damm hungry..and keep complain inside his car..haha then we drive to downtown east to eat first then heading to costa sands pasir ris to check in.
We unpack everything and put all the frozen food inside the fridge and when everything settle down, it’s already 7pm liaoz..then I keep asking Kris to go for his class.. Last lesson for Marketing and the lecturer going to give tips. After kris leave, then i go online while waiting for Calvin to bring dinner and bring over. He manage to reach my chalet around 8 plus and we have dinner and chit chat till 11pm. Then we walk to down town east to meet Janet, and buy supper and bring back to chalet. After a while, Kris is back from class and we four person watching drama inside the room.

We turn in around 3am and Janet told me this is the first time she stay over at chalet, she don’t like to stay over but this is my chalet so i’m very honour to have her to stay ..haha soo nice of her.
Calvin and janet have leave early in the morning, after that Kris and me drive to Changi Village for lunch and went to NTUC to buy those MISC stuffs. We went to rent BBQ pits and chairs.. back to chalet, Kris start to preparing the food and i go online play Pets Society. Haha
Around 6pm, we start to BBQ and all my friend come in, soo funz......haha they start to gossip about my PAST and PRESENT..KNS..haha gossip what i have done during POLY, in the OFFICE and RMIT..argh..damm it..haha

We have cake cutting around 9:30pm and after that my family go off and follow by my friends.. and left with shirlyn and her bf and Kelvin to acc me chit chat.
Around 10 plus.. my finance advisor suddenly appear at my chalet with a cake.. haha soo surprise!!!!!

Then after he left, then cheng song and his gf appear...haha then later around 12am, AZAHAR come..haha soo sweet of him lor.he come straight from his work... even though he is late and missed out all the funz but at least he make an effort to come...sooo SWEET!!!!!

Azahar drive shirlyn, her bf and Kelvin back.. then the chalet left with cheng song and his gf. We play card games “dai di” haha i just learn how to play lor..haha still very very lousy..
Then ard 1am, zq come over lor. And we continous to play card games then slp at 3am..
And next morning he send me back with all my stuffs..

Overall..i’m happy with the celebration...really must thanks kris for helping me so much..
Sigh...actually i’m not happy with zq, i think he is not sincere and serious over me.
But i wont put the reason why i get angry with him here, coz he “might be “ reading my blog.
And i can say...i’m angry is not due to the incident on Saturday night... is due to other matter.

moody...

2009-04-01T23:49:00.001+08:00

sigh....feeling sian.....dont know why..mood swing le...
whaha
I really don’t know how to describe between zq and me..haha we’re complicated..haha
I feel that we’re closer when we go out... normal day, he don’t used to call or sms me... maybe we belong to the same type of person..

I’m not an initiative person... so i wont make a call to chat with my friend..
I also don’t know is he like me or not? Or he has someone on his mind and I’m just a substitute?
I guess this weekend we’re not gonna meet up coz he got lesson ... and he is flying off to hong kong on my birthday..which is Monday.... .. sooo maybe we will only meet up when he is back..

Haha my birthday is well prepared...
My mom get for me all the food, plastic plate. And my dad tml will help me get the satay, otak..
Kris bought me my favourite cake from secret recipe- Chocolate banana as my birthday present. Haha he order 2.2 KG lehz..sooo BIG lor.. he say the design of the cake will be different from what i always see from the outlet..haha soo excited..dunno how my cake will look like..haha and in addition..He will buy me pencil case..coz i requested for it when he ask me what i want for my birthday. Ahah i didn’t ask him to buy cake lor..he go order it by himself one..

Haha my sister ask me what i want..i say “wallet”
Then janet ask me what i want..i told her “ watch. Very cheap one will do..less than 40 dollars”
Kris ask me..i told him to buy me pencil case..coz my pencil case zip spoil le...

Actually kris treat me very nice.. we are close friend..
On this coming Friday, he will come over to my place and fetch me and my stuffs to chalet check in then he will go to school after that and i will be online at chalet and waiting for janet n calvin to join me for dinner after their work. .. then on Sunday..he will send me back home la.. very nice of him right? Haha

meide leave us...

2009-03-29T22:33:00.003+08:00

i realise..when i reach certain age, i got to face different thing happen around me..

when i was in primary and sec sch.....got to attend friend bday celebration in their house..

during poly...friend celebrate 21st bday at chalet.. i remember almost every month i got to attend bday..haha

after i have started working.. friend ROM, wedding dinner..house warming.and recently..friend involve in accident..friend leave us...sigh..

i predict...in the future...after 30 yr old...i got to go...friend give birth- first month...friend lost job, divorce, family problem...etc..argh... why life soo complicated?? can it be more simple??

friday i was on mc...went to see doctor, eye check, trim eye brow...and go for class.. haha

i having sore throat, block nose, LS..argh...

yesterday was a very busy day..

first ..i lost my way at woodland.. haha funny right? actually is the design of the condo not good la..i cannot find the main entrance.

then we have order at sentosa, weather very hot..i got sun burn...finger skin peel off...very painful lor..then the schedule very tight..so greg drive very FAST...so i got car sick..haha first time i got car sick lehz..OMG...i feel like vomitting lor..

after work, i meet up with zq..haha i think i have spend most of my free time with him. haha

he fetch me around 10pm..and we went to amk hub for movie" confession of shopaholic." very funny and binbong..MUST watch..haha

before the movie, we spend time at arcade seeing one uncle catching the "toys" haha i think not worth it la.maybe im more practical person la..i rather go to shopping mall and buy the toys i like..then spending time trying to catch it..haha am i not romantic?? yes..i think i am la.. im not a sweet lover...but i expect my bf to be sweet..haha

after the movie, when we walk up to car park...the car park next next to us..got one couple doing *something* there. haha i was soo surprise and shock...HDB multi storey car park lehz.... not east coast park lehz.why couple choose this place to do it lehz.. haha

when i got inside the car...i cannot stop comments on it lor..haha but zq was not soo surprise by it.. he say very common in multistorey car park.. Oooo...i was like soo childish as compare to him. :(

so many *thing* happen yesterday.. got good and bad...

good thing

-first time zq come to my place fetch me..haha he dont really remember the way to my hse...but he make it.. yeahz...

- zq send me to my door step after the movie, i was quite shock when he park his car under my block..and i'm very stoopic lor..i still ask him " why u park ur car?" usually he will drop me at my block..but yesterday he go up with me to my door step..haha

bad thing

meide have leave us... he was on the chinese paper - wang bao..

i didnt attend his wake coz i think my bday celebration just less than a week and dont feel so right to go to wake...

we were in the same class since sec 3..he was sitting just behind me.. i always remember he got a beautiful eyes..very attractive..and very talkative boy..and he is a eurosian..chinese mix india...he is not dark...very tall built..

after we grad, we didnt keep in touch..but we did saw each other at causeway point..

we'll miss you...

meida-- first person from the right..

Penang Food

2009-03-23T22:06:00.013+08:00

fishball noodle

ice kacang

chendol- my fav.. hehe

rojak- my fav..keke

pancake- very crispy wor..

fried osyter

laska-- penang famous food

wu xiang- very nice

cuttlefish kangkong

hokkien mee

it's me ^^

my elder sis-- this yr 30 liaoz.. 1979 ..but dont look like hor? haha

Monday always a tiring day..

Twilight dvd is available for collection but i’m so busy and no time to go borders ..
Actually i got one top on my mind which i think suitable for my birthday but i got no time to go far east plaza to try on it and see how it look on me..maybe i should drop by orchard on Wednesday to collect the dvd and went to far east plaza to try on that top.
This morning when daniel step into office, i act very busy and ignore him when he walk pass my work station. I know he is starring at me but i dont look back. After a while my phone rang, and it’s only 8am plus.. i dont think client will called me up so early, so i look at daniel work station, i saw him holding on the phone. Therefore, i knew he is calling me. so i walk away from my work station and don’t answer his call. After the phone stop ranging then i faster walk back and hang up my phone, so he will not get thro my line.

While i concentrate on the statement of the account, and he suddenly appear at my work station. Standing right infront of my desk...

He ask “ we’re still friend right?”

Then i say “ yahz”

He ask again” why yesterday you play M.I.A?”

I smile and say “ haha got mehz?”

Then he say “ u didn’t answer my call, didnt reply my sms?”

Then i act blur” haha is it?”

Then he spotted my phone and ask “ why u hang up your phone? U don’t wan to talk to me right? U know i’m calling you right?”

Then i say “ haha dont be over sensitive la, i just wanna have a peaceful Monday morning”

Then he walk off ... hahaa

Around ten plus, he called my line..oh shit..and i answer that call. Coz i thought is a call from client.

Then he ask” why yesterday u didn’t answer my call?”

Then i ask” why u call me?”

He say “ im bored”

Then i reply” am i your entertainer?”

Then he angry and say “ why u so attitude?”

then i reply “ why lehz? not happy ar? Piss off ar? Then bye bye la”

then he say “ chill chill..dont so angry”

after that i told him i’m busy and put down the phone.

I already make up my mind to keep a distance with him. So no matter how, i wont change my mind.

Erm.. zq didnt contact me lehz...erm.yesterday morning sms him..today also sms him..no reply..sigh..maybe he is busy with work bahz... he didnt online too...

Argh...my chalet very manfan lehz...
Friday night calvin n janet will meet me for dinner and chill up.. then kris n kelvin will come over after class.. i’m the only person no class on that Friday..and my lesson ending soon. After this month, no more class.. then Saturday will have bbq..but only invite small group of friends.

SUNDAY

2009-03-22T22:21:00.002+08:00

today very tired....leg blister, DAMM heavy bag...and went out whole day..
this morning raining..very nice to sleep..but i got force myself to leave my bed and prepare for driving lesson at 8am... very sleepy...
after my driving, i went to woodland lib...waiting for janet..
her lesson just after mine..so she reach wdland around 1020.then we went to MOS burger for early lunch.. then study at lib ... got a hard time to understand the formula.. long time didnt touch on math question...after my O level.i dont have any math module in poly..lost touch with it..so now..got difficulties in understand and apply.... haha but i'll working very hard on this module..haha
on friday i already make thing very clear with daniel liaoz.. i told him not to contact me anymore... but..today..he sms n call me..i didnt answer..didnt reply...just ignore...

just now he sms me" are u gonna ignore me forever? we're still friends"
i still didnt reply him.. am i bad?? tml in office..i'll do the same too..ignore n trasparents...

today my bag very HEAVY lor...3 times heavy than my usual bag lor..
inside got 3 BIG stack of lecture note, practice Q, demo Question ..and my netbook... all i dump inside the big adidas backpack..whaa janet say ' wow..u go KL..u carry this big backpack ...now u bring it to lib..soo big lehz" haha
no choice la..
then dunno what happen..my leg got blister..very PAIN lor..bag heavy..leg pain..OMG.hell leh...
now shoulder pain..maybe my bag too heavy liaoz :P

sweet day

2009-03-22T00:04:00.002+08:00

yeahz..today very sweet..haha
this morning i woke up at 9am plus, then kris come at fetch me at 11am ..then we went to White Sand Kopitiam for lunch. we order fish ball noodle...
after that we went to Ben house to do project..and realise his house dont have wireless..and we got 6 lappy lehz..haha we need internet to search for more info... so we change venue to Tampines..kelvin house. haha
we finished our proj discussion ard 7 plus and kris drop me at tampine mall..coz i meeting zq there haha he pick me up from there and we went back woodland together for dinner and movie..
haha he is a very patience guy...and very sweet too.. actually he have reached there first then wait for me... tampines traffic soo heavy and he is soo patience ..he drive round n round to wait for me there... erm..i find that..today he is very sweet to me when he talk.. haha sound very caring..haha i melting liaoz.... hahaha as usual...i make some stupid stunt and he keep laughing..argh..hahaa
we watched " coming soon".... oooo..very scary wor..whaha

ok..i got to be good girl liazo..must sleep early...coz zq sms and remind me liaoz.. haha
nite nite..

maybe im quite timid la..got scare by many scene... :P

PASTA DAY

2009-03-18T22:44:00.002+08:00

OMG....today i having pasta for my lunch and dinner..argh..fattening....fainted..
haha
this afternoon, i see no Q at pasta stall.so i order they daily special, creamy chicken. their soup of the day run off so she replace a bowl of potatoes wedges for me..OMG..DAMM fulll and fattening.
then after work i meet up with irene, kim, and jia xuan...... their workplace around north side so they reach cwp at 7pm..and i leave office at 7pm lor..whaha so when i reach there, they already settle down at pastamania.. so i look thro their menu and saw they got new item.. MISO Mushroom. haha so i order la..must try new dish mahz..haha is their japanese pasta..

today at work so many thing cope up and so many investigation..haha when i do SGD matching, i realise there is one missing payment, 1mil over....so i look thro my SGD statement, i cannot find this amount..then i look thro USD statement and i SAW it... OMG...i heart drop immediately..soo BIG AMOUNT lehz..so i faster where goes wrong...i look thro the non checking account, ruhaini put up as SGD..soo our side is SAFE...then i look thro FR..and saw disbursement pass it into USD account..haha heng...is their side...hahaa not my side prob.. so i bring it to Langi..and she say she will do the adjustment..

in the afternoon, when i do the SGD recon.. OMG..cannot balance.. out by 74k..then i look thro my statement...i saw this figure.....soo i look their the FR again... OMG...disbursement pass wrongly again...should be SGD import....they key into USD import... haha heng again..not my side..then i bring up to langi again.haha i think she will damm hate me la..haha spotted so many of their error.. haha

then around evening, Ruhaini say to me " this dustbin very funny lehz...got a nice paper clip on it" then i turn around and take a look.. OMG...is my flower paper clip leh... then i say " huh..my clip lehz... who put there??" then Ruhaini laugh la..she dont even know this clip belong to me lor..
then i complain liaoz" must be that cleaner dont like me la....put my clip there..still got who will touch the dustbin lehz" haha

twilight DVD

2009-03-16T22:46:00.002+08:00

i'm very busy over the weekend,
satuday i go to class, dinner buffet, service center
sunday, driving, working, shopping and movie..haha

i watch " he is just not that into you" ok..not up to my expectation...but still alright..
then i learn something from the movie, the person say " if a guy interested in you, he will make it happen"... sound soo true....

in the movie, if the guy wanna called the girl..he will call..if he really interested in her, he will date her out..find time to meet up ...

so i think zq just not that into me as he didnt contact me so frequent..and he dont really chat with me on msn... last time he will on webcam and chat with me on msn..but now..dont have le...
so he is just not that into me right? should be... and im a attention seeker lor....i need freedom but i still need ppl to care for me....

today is not a good day..hahaa
first, i overslept. haha coz my HP send for services and i dont have alarm and expected my dad to wake me up but he didnt...
second..when i walk to bus stop..i saw a big BLACK CAT...omg..is bad omen..whaha but i telling myself " good luck " then i open my bag..and cannot find my levis's card holder..oh shit..i forget to bring my office door access card..damm it..so turn back and go home take..then while i on my way back..the bus came...sigh...

something good happened today..haha i received a letter and it stated i got the chalet at paris ris..ahha woohooo.... its about 2 week from now...i got to plan...hahaa
maybe friday just for close friend chill up...then saturday invite polymates...
erm..who will be my close friend then?????
but pai sei lehz..26 liaoz..still celebrate bday..haha somemore at chalet..
just now i told edwin about it, and he still can remember what i say last time lor..he shoot me back " last time when u r 21 yr old, i ask u to open chalet, u dont wan..why now then u open lehz?" haha i also dont intend to celebrate wat..i just happen to get the chalet mahz..what to do..hahaa

omg..i tink LAU really another problem liaoz...jia let. my six sense tell me he is going after me...
he smsing and calling me everyday...... then now i got to report "what im doing " to two person.. daniel and lau..damm it
they will sms n ask me " what u doing? where r u? class finished? reach home liaoz?..etc etc"
then lau is asking me out for lunch...if i go with him..daniel sure....target him lor..jia let..
that time i remember i walk pass daniel work station and go straight to lau there..coz he help me buy chewing gum. then daniel stare at me when i walk pass..then after i come back..he email me and say " what u give lau? never give me :( " then i say i never give him anything then he call to my office phone and ask..OMG.... i cant imagine how he will look like if i go lunch with lau.. daniel very possesive bahz..im not his gf lehz.. crazy ar?

today after work , i went to collect my phone and pre order for twilight DVD..haha cool..soo excited..wanna watch it again...hahaa

feeling confuse....

2009-03-14T12:55:00.004+08:00

Yesterday i make Daniel angry..hahaa i think he temper not very good la.. haha get piss off so easily..

After i went lunch with daniel and lau saw us and he become over friendly to me..weird..
he start to email me in the office, smsing me after work, called me after my class and go online when i reach home...OMG..... what the hell is happening !!! i just wanna remain LOW PROFILE in my office.

azahar -- my first RMIT friend, he is a malay chinese mixed... we only one module same class, and everytime he saw me, surely ask me when i wanna go arena with him..haha i also sooo long never go clubbing and no intention to go too... i agree its a good place to killl time but also a place to become more ugly...coz dark cirlce getting darker..haha lack of sleep...

Yesterday morning daniel come to office very early...and he come to my workstation n ask " are u mad at me?" then i say " no la"

then during lunch time, he come to my workstation again..OMG..all my colleague become very quiet and staring at us...i was sitting at my workstation eating nasi lemak with 4 chicken wing..haha coz they order in, one packet of nasi lemak with two otak and two chicken wings. then ruhaini dont eat chicken so she give her share to me..OMg..i got 4 wings lor..CRAZY lehz.. haha
then Eiwend eat finish and she saw me still eating..then she say " wow.. u still eating ar? dont like the usual u lehz" then i say " ya la.4 wing lehz...need more time" haha coz usually im the first person to finish my lunch.
then daniel come over n he say " wow.. why u get urself so dirty?" then i say " 4 wing lehz...got to use my hand la"
then he say" where u go after class?" then i say " dunno lehz" then he ask " can i meet u after class, i wanna see u" then i keep quiet...OMG..how come he ask suck question and all my colleague are open their eyes n ear watching over us lehz........

after class i didnt meet him la..i go home straight...
then he chat with me online...but then..i make him angry hahaa
before he go offline he say " if possible... see u in office on monday"
haha of coz he will see me in office la..unless he MIA la..whaha

then that lau also another problem....
haiz.....
he start to sms n call me.....
if someone really like u..they will contact u..and wanna see u more right?? i think should be in this way.... so...maybe this is a good way to measure who really treasure me more...then i shall make decision on it...

ok.time to go school le.. once i step out from my hse...very busy le..
class, sony ercission servic center, meeting elder sister for dinner buffet at york hotel, movie with my younger sis..
tml driving and working....

Tired day....

2009-03-11T21:16:00.002+08:00

my HP gone case le..

i didnt know my sms cannot send out since last night...until today lunch time then i saw it. during lunch while i waiting for my drink then i take my HP and check on my message box. and saw 6 msg in my outbox.. omg...all the sms cannot send out. but very funny lor..i can received lehz..
this morning zq sms me and i reply him and after a while..he sms me again. so i tot my phone is ok la..until lunch time then i saw my two reply still pending sending in my outbox. hahaa

this morning daniel called me, he ask me " is it a MUST for u to go lunch with Annie and Jack? " then i say " no" then he ask" when u wanna go lunch with me at harbour front?"
then i say " erm..." then he say " dont always reject me" he sound sooo ke lian... then i say " ok lor..today lor"

so today i go lunch with him and met so many colleague when we on the way and everyone give us a cheeky smille..OMG....hopefully they just shut their mouth up...

when we on the way there, daniel ask me what did annie tell me just now. then i say " she ask me not to give u hope " then he say " wo zhi dao wo mei you xi wan"

after lunch, im soo booored... then i go find annie, but she is very busy..then i go find peter..he alos busy.. argh...

then Annie ask me go call daniel..she say he must be very free...he side volume drop..
then ok lor..i call up daniel...i say " hey..im very booored..entertain me lehz"
then he say " u r booored ar....ok...im not a good entertainer..but i try ok. give me a sec..."
then he look thro his email and read out those funny email.. haha then ..got one email is a song..but they change the lyric..to funny words..
then he really sing out lor..soo funny...

he is a nice guy la..i believe there were be a better girl for him..
erm...when we on the maple tree bus to harbour front.. lau saw us..then he talk to me..and today after i come out from meeting..i received his email...weird...

2009-03-09T22:16:00.000+08:00

My rabbit pass away le....this day must be remember.... 9 March 2009.
This morning my mom bath for rabbit and afte that its started to rain heavily. My mom scare my rabbit get cold and faster bring in and blow it with hair dryer again. She found out my rabbit leg injure and apply medication on it.

Just now when i reach home, i walk pass rabbit cage and saw the rabbit sleep on the cage. I shouted sooooo LOUD..... then my dad say “ we knew it” .

When i finished my dinner, my sister ask me” let bring the rabbit to the vet” then i get confuse n say “ huh..bring to vet? For wat? they cannot save die rabbit la” then my parents got shock and say “ no la..havent die, she still breathing”

I asked my elder sister to bring it over to vet as i got project to do which is due on tomorrow. I called the vet and the person told me the clinic not crowded, can walk in.
Just now my sister called me and told me the doctor say the rabbit cannot be save. and the vet advise us to euthanize it so she will not be suffering.

Sob sob..i cannot get to see my rabbit...just now my elder sister asked me got any last word to talk to rabbit...coz she going to send it for burning.... sob sob..

Very sad day....

sunday...

2009-03-08T15:17:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a busy day, early in the morning Kris came and fetch me. we went to King Albert Park Mac for breakfast and went to school to do project.

I got class from 2:30pm to 5:30pm, then Kris send me home and i prepare and went to causeway point meeting zq, we have dinner and movie. OMG the movie is dammm dammm boooriiing lor..dont WATCH “watchmen” ..this show is super damm boooriiing and no story line.
After movie, we drive to jetty and zq show me his london pictures in his laptop. Then Kris very kanasai..called me and disturb me. coz this afternoon he ask me at night go where, then i told him i got hot date. Haha so he purposely call and disturb. Then when i reach home, he called me again, asking me wanna go out supper. Then i say cannot la..next day got driving lehz. i think he facing some problems with him gf bahz..need someone to talk lor..

Erm.i realise something very interesting lehz. i think zq and me quite similiar in certain way. I was like watching my old-self. He is quite similiar to the old me. Cause now i have change now.

Example, last time when my ex bf ask me what i like to order, i surely order the newly release or promotion meal. And yesterday when i ask zq what he going to order, he order the newly release, and he told me because its new release, that’s y he wanna try. SAME la...last time i also same like that...and give same reason too... next is the mp3 player...my sister ask me to buy a cheaper mp3 for her birthday present. she suggested me to buy her phillip, she say very cheap, ard 50 plus. But i dont think phillip popular la. So i plan to get an average one for her. Then my elder sis say budget 80. So i looking around for price 80 and below la. Zq keep recommend me Apple, haha tell u what...last time, if i buy mp3, i surely buy the most popular in the market which can make people jealous about it. Haha but now..i change le..i dont go for fancy stuffs liaoz. As long as the thing can work and quality not that bad. I will buy. Haha i wont go for high end liaoz..i go for average liao...

Last time, i shop for burberry, G2000, Topshop, Guess, Mango, Esprit etc.. Now lehz..any shop from causeway point la..as long as it’s look nice and presentable, i will buy...
I’m a person who dont express myself in face to face and i’ll express myself better in text. I think this also same for zq bahz. He say he care for me and he will get jealous..but all in text...haha when we meet up, he don’t show.. so i suspect ..he maybe the same as me, better in text.. so i think we are quite similiar because we share the same horoscope...

Later daniel wanna come over to go jogging with me, erm..i already make thing clear with him and he knew that but i dont understand why he still make an effort to meet me. he might be hurting himself. Later when we meet up, i will talk to him and see how is it. I know he is very sincere..

bad day

2009-03-05T23:05:00.002+08:00

OMG..bad day bad day..
i LS ....early in the morning, first thing i do is..chiong to toilet..then before i leave my house...chiong to toilet again. haha all thanks to my sister birthday cake.
my mom bought her a coffee cake.. and i cannot take coffee, i always LS when i drink coffee. haha

haha im typical information counter, today i found out some juicy news...which is related to daniel.
some rumous about an incident at chalet last yr...actually i don't know the content but then he have confess everything to me when he realise i heard something about it.
i also have make thing clear to him, i told him we shall remain as friend. and he keep asking me am i angry with him, i say no then he say he can tell a person is angry, upset or happy. so he say he knew im angry. actually he is wrong la, i'm not angry la

then he ask me saturday am i free, i told him " no, i got hot dates" haha then he ask " who is the lucky guy?" then i say " u dont know him la" haha really lor..he dunno zq what..whaha

today raining heavily after class and also the first time kris drive in the raining day. he just got this license on tuesday. haha

messy office

2009-03-04T22:55:00.002+08:00

today..is the third day since the incident happened... Eiwend and me seldom talk.. and she didn't join us for lunch too.
things is getting in my office and my life is getting complicated too.
Chern yang have send to SFS for training, this coming monday, Liza, Geok war and flora will go to SFS for training too. so we are short of staff sooon... work and duty is getting more....

tml is JEAN day... liza, ruh and me planning to wear jean tml.even though its not FRIDAY...but we DONT CARE...just WEAR it and HAVE FUN. haha

today is my sister birthday so i go back on the dot just to celebrate...

sigh...i really..LOST now...i really..dont know what to do and i dont wish to hurt anyone...
but daniel is doing stuff which might hurting him....
he really come to queentown every morning n take shuttle bus with me..
today he told me he make an effort to wake up early just to go work with me, then i told him " u zhi zhao, so dont blame me" then he say " ya..i zhi zhao" then i say " i never ask u to come, so dont put the blame on me " then he say " why must u make it so clear and its hurting me" then i say " i just wanna make thing clear"

bad monday...

2009-03-02T21:44:00.003+08:00

today... eiwend and me ..never talk..
sigh..
all these happened..before LUNCH..
about 1245, i walk pass eiwend desk, then ym told me " your partner forget about post dated chq" then i ask " what is the date?" she show me..28 feb..which must be bank in by today. then i say " so what u want me to do now? bank in chq izzit?" then she say "ya" then i ask" then what eiwend doing?" then eiwend say she going to apply one on account, very urgent. then ok fine...i can help to bank in. anyway..only 3 chq..
so i went to photocopy machine n start to copy..after i have photocopy two chq.. eiwend come to me n ask " is these two chq already photocopy?" then i say " yahz" then she take the two chq to her desk. after i have finished copy the last chq..i pass it to her.
after a while, she come to me n ask " have u take the two photocopy chq? i only have one" then i say " huh..just now u have taken it from me, i only pass the last chq to u" then she say 'ok"
then i saw her walking to the machine n start to photocopy..then i ask " why u photocopy again? just now i already do it for u" then she say " i forget where i put"
OMG...she cant even handle a simple task well
i went to her place n see..then i ask her" have u put tgt with the first batch of CHQ?" she say " maybe..but i cant find it"
nvm...i try to cool down...
then i told her" do u remember what the two chq amount? just in case u have put them tgt with the first batch, if u really mix them up, your total amount will be out"
she sit there n think....then finally say " ooo.these two amount" then i say " ok..do take note of these two amount"
aiya..why must i spoon feed her...
then my face very black liaoz..then u know what..she show me black face lehz..
what kind of attitude is this..
she told annie n me to go lunch first, she will join us later..then u know wat..we saw her walking in the food court n she walk pass our table n go da bao food n go back pantry eat... WHAT KIND of ATTITUDE is this??
you are the one who did wrong thing and u throwing temper...
everytime she make mistake, she wont admit and still throw temper..like this how she going to learn more. she keep telling me factoring nothing for her to learn..but then..she cant even handle simple task..how she going to learn lehz...
after that..she never talk to me..i also dont bother.. and i feel more peace lor..no one come n disturb me...and keep asking me how to do this n that...

im very confuse now... zq told me he miss me..but then...i dont see any action lehz..haiz..then daniel keep asking me..i really dont know what should i do????? should i go for someone who like me more than i like him?? then from tml onwards..daniel wanna take shuttle bus from queentown to office..argh..usually he take from harbour front...but because of me..he wanna come to queentown.haiz..what should i do?????? confuse!!!!!!!

surprise day by daniel

2009-02-26T23:53:00.003+08:00

today daniel ( the jewish chinese guy) did something very surprise me. but i think i have accidently hurt him and he also notice it. everytime he walk pass or facing me then i pretend never see him. i try to avoid any eye contact with him.

today before i went to school, he stop by my workstation and place my favourite chocolate on my desk and say " eat something". then i got shock and he so obvious and everyone is starring at us. OMG ....then i quietly took the chocolate and keep it in my bag. then i called his office and said " hey thanks" then he say " eat something before ur class" then i say " i already used to it not having dinner when i got class" then he say " ya i know, but at least eat something, u can eat it on the bus" then i say " no food no drink in bus haha" then he say " alright..then u can eat it when u on the way to bus stop"
haha he is quite caring person...

bad day.....

2009-02-23T20:33:00.000+08:00

OMG...what the hell is happening today.

Firstly, my friend who have married couple month away, have contact me again. We didn’t contact for quite sometimes and today he sms me again. OMG..he say he really regret to get married and ask me whether i will accept him if he divorce. CRAZY ar....

Secondly, the jewish guy called my office phone and he said he wanna tell me something from his heart and ask me dont be scare by him. He asked me “ do i get the chance to know u better? I didn’t give him an answer.

Last, when i on my way home, yong ann called me. we also didn’t contact for very long time after he got gf, and i know recently they break up because he sms me and wanted me to console him but i rejected. And today he called me and ask me out for dinner and i also rejected him. Please la...once i rejected you, i wont accept it again lor..if im interested in you, i wont reject u at the first place right?

Today i get to know more people have been transfer out. Sigh.. chern yang is one of them. So sad.. they have tell him which dept to go. But he was in the list. Haiz.getting more friend leaving this office. Sad..

outcome for staff transfer ...

2009-02-21T19:59:00.004+08:00

yawn...just woke up from my nap...haha Thursday night i didn't sleep well and friday wasn't a good day for me.

Early in the morning when i reach office, i ask Eiwend any news updated on the staff transfer, she say she guess YM knew about it and the staff from our team but she don't know who is the person as they didn't announce. because she saw YM face very unhappy on Thursday. and i was on leave so i missed it

Around 9am, Liza came in and she came straight to me and say " do u know who is the person transfer out?" then i said " i don't know" then she said " i'm the one who is traffering out"
i got a BIG SHOCK when she break this news to me. i NEVER NEVER come across my mind she would be the one. and my first response to her is " CRAZY ar....why they pick you?" and Eiwend heard what i said and she got shock too..then she ask Liza when they announce it? liza told her they inform her on thursday but she didn't break the news to Eiwend.

during the morning hurdle and they officially announce this news to the floor and many people protest but its didnt change the fact... i dont know what the management thinking. and why they pick the good staff and not sent away the bad staff. haiz.. currently my team is 5 persons, after liza leave will down with 4 persons. Ruhaini, Norima, Eiwend and me. Ruhaini and me is the experience staff and Eiwend and Norima very new..and norima will be going on maternity leave in JULY..how we going to survive ....eiwend very new and she very slow in picking up. she still make many usual mistake.. argh

in the afternoon, i guess i have make Zhi Qin angry lehz.. he sms me and telling me he will be missing me as he is flying off to londan last night. and i replied him " oh i didnt realise u will miss me" and he didnt reply my sms after that. and i sms and ask him what time is he flight..he didnt reply me too.. i guess he is angry with me haha actually i'm just joking..but he seems like always get angry with me easily. and this wasn't the first time he get angry. haiz if he really miss me then he should have meet up with him before he leave right??? but then he didnt ask me out... and he also didnt ask me out during vday..so how i know he going to miss me right??? as he act like he dont bother about it. i remember the last time he get angry and didn't contact me for quite long and suddenly sms me and say he dream of me and apologise to me for not contacting me. and this time...what were he do?? and am i suppose to forgive a person so easily???? because i really really dont like a person to get MIA...i hate it very much..i find that this is a very irresponsible behaviour....

this coming week going to be tough...as i got finance test on friday and OT test on sunday..argh..STRESSED..
tml meeting Kris and Janet to study together...

Excess by one staff...

2009-02-17T23:22:00.002+08:00

Today my manager announce our dept excess by one staff, so we they going send one staff out to other dept for training.how long will it be? nobody knows...

so i guess most probably it will be me, because other dept dont accept old staff. and my dept only two youngster, Eiwend and me. Eiwend just transfer from import to our dept less than 4 mth, so it will be very unfair if they transfer her out again. so ....the conclusion, it might be me. haha
anyway.. if either of us transfer out, it will be very sad..haiz.my team only left with two chinese, if either us, then the person who stay would have to work with all Malay. haiz...why not they transfer out the Malay??? coz we got so many MALAY staff...

1 mth @lobby D.

2009-02-16T22:40:00.002+08:00

oh yeahz..i have moved to Comtech lobby D exactly one month.. haha i feel that i have been in this office for soo long..but actual fact..it only ONE MONTH. haha

today in the office, everyone monday blues......Eiwend get so frustrated over her work.. and she encounted so many problems. so she keep asking me how to solve..

haiz..why the "twilight" dvd special edition only available for pre order in US and Hong Kong..why Singapore dont have it???

today i login to facebook and i saw my ex bf, Robin, got a new gf. haha the picture on their Vday celebration. haha u know what? i feel nothing at all.haha i already get over my past relationship.
i still remember last yr when i saw him and other girl take picture, my heart drop immediately...but today..i dont feel it at all..haha

oh..i got my Econ test on thurs...argh...got to study...and i got my finance test next friday..argh..stress man..hahaa
i tink weekend im not going to work....got to chiong for STUDY....
hahaa anyone wanna study with me???

sunday

2009-02-15T23:24:00.000+08:00

Today all the orders are Pink, Purple, Red and man...

Today all the orders are Pink, Purple, Red and many heart shape balloons. ahha couple still celebrated their Vday. and the prob is..i dont like to inflate heart shape..its get burst easily, so i scared..hahaa

in the afternoon, we got this order at Scarlet hotel. erm..this hotel lobby very small and located near maxell..so i tot..its a budget hotel..haha coz its dont have function room. the room is not ready for us to deco, and this girl is very friendly so we chat with her. she is giving her bf a surprise by booking a room here.. and u know what..this room cost 1045 per night...crazy right? with the same price, can get a book at ritz carlton or swissotel..which is better than this scarlet hotel right? hahaa then she also agree with it but she say this suit with a outdoor balcony, that's why so EXPENSIVE... so we went up to the room and wanna to see how NICE izzit. and u know what..the room is very SMALL lor..with a queen size bed and and no space to walk around and the ceiling is super LOW..which i can touch it..so what do u tink? haha..and the outdoor balcony not fastatic at all lor..coz its only level 3...what can u see from third floor?? no view..... haha

so conclusion...its not worth the money..and the lift also another problem.only ONE lift serving all level.....crazy right?? the lift is dammmm SLOW.....i rather use the 1045 and go to hong kong/ batam/ bintang to relax....better than stuck at this small room ...

Vday :)

2009-02-14T22:08:00.002+08:00

Yesterday i'm in super GOOD MOOD.. haha maybe i got a good rest on thursday, that's why i feeling very fresh n good..haha

In the morning, i received daniel replied. he asked me why i dont go out with colleague after office hour...then i explained la..i told him very clealy i dont wan my colleague to get into my personal life. haha well ..he get what i mean and we come to conclusion.."just be friend" haha

I leave my office around 5:45 and waited at the bus stop till 6:15..vey piss off..the bus 61 timing always not fix and i waited there about 30 min.... i know if the bus by 6:20 still havent come then i surely going to be late for class.. so i look around and hope can get someone who is going to SIM too.. the bus stop only two bus under SMRT, 963 and 61. the rest are SBS bus. i realised everytime when i saw the SMRT bus from far and many ppl will stand by there and when the bus come nearer..and i saw it is 963, i will step backward ..and i spotted some ppl do that too..so this mean..they are waiting for bus 61..haha so i target those young adult like me..maybe they are student too.. then i go and approached one girl and ask " are u going to SIM?? " she say " ya" then i say " do u wanna share cab??" she say " can.." then we two look around and spotted another guy..and we approached him..haha so we three share cab and go to school. haha i reach sch by 6:40pm..yeahz..still got time to go canteen buy drink haha and the cab fare quite cheap..each person paid 4 dollars..cool right? haha

I alight from cab and step into school. first person i saw was KRIS..he's smoking there.. so we stand there and talk lo..then i tell him..i cant really click with the two girls in my finance class. they are too " girl girl" type. they talk so softly and dont joke..very quiet..and i really bored till die...so i decided to find new friends...

so when i enter the lecture hall, i never sit beside the two girls..they sit on the right side of the hall and i sit at the left side.. when the class end, i look around and spotted one guy who is same batch as me and i approached him.. i told him all my friends took marketing and nobody can update me about stuffs on finance. so i hope that he can keep me updated. he is very friendly and ok with it. so we exchange no. and i really hope that he can keep me updated as i really feel very LOST in my class...

after class, Calvin come n fetch me and janet and we went to ChongPang Nasi Lemak for supper.
then we went to woodland jetty there relax n chat.. later on they come to my hse for awhile then left le.

Tooodayy soo bOORIING...i got CLASS lor..and somemore is Vday...all couple on the street..agh...and we see so many couple walk out from my school.. janet and me stay back and do revision till 7:30 and we went to clementi for dinner and she going town to do last min Vday shopping coz she meeting arthur for mid night movie..and i went home..haha sian.. so far...only daniel dated me out on vday but i rejected... my guy friends told me, guys always fish for many girl at the same time and see which one get hook up first, and i believe there should be a list of girl ranking in their heart, i'm not on their top priority that's why nobody date me out..whaha
saaddd case right? hahaha
anyway..everything fated bahz..if i deserve to be alone ..then i shall be alone..hahaa

Oo...tml working ...

happy vday to everyone

how to reject a guy in the office??

2009-02-12T23:03:00.003+08:00

ok..i facing a problem in the office now..

can someone tell me how to reject a guy???

some ppl told me to tell them i already attached...so they will go off...but then..this cannot work...as all my colleague know..im single...

kris told me to tell them" i dont shit in where i stay"....hahaa stoopic..

haiz..i just wanna be low profile..and leading a peaceful life in my office...

first MC for yr 2009

2009-02-12T16:04:00.003+08:00

yesterday before i went back, i told yoke mee i going to see doctor this morning and will be back in the afternoon.

this morning around 10 plus i went to raffle medical, not so crowded, so i waited about 10 min. the doctor said that my leg got infection and its start to spread to other area of my leg. after that she going to give me one day MC, then i told her " no, just half day will do. after this i going back to work" then she say doctor don't give patient mc in the morning and sent them back to work in the afternoon. ok..this make sense to me..haha and i first time realise they do this. haha
so the doctor very nice, she give me one day mc and time off, see which one i decided to take.

after i leave the clinic, i called up yoke mee and tell her about my problem. coz i got one day mc and how i going to submit thro the system. and my attendant problem too. she told me the volume is not high so i can take a rest and my on account list quite short and dont have any urgent case pending.. therefore...i'm off today. hahaa

later going to class..and discuss about OT project. hopefully dont stay up too late, tml i still got to work and class..argh..

my six sense told me tml daniel will either dont email me anymore or he will ask me for my HP no.. cause yesterday i already stated very clear on my email, so if he going to give up on me, he will not email me anymore...if he still dont give up, he will ask me for my HP no. coz today i never turn up for work and he will want to know what happened but he unable to contact me. so he will ask for number just incase it happen again.

anyway he is a sweet guy..but then..not really my type of guy.we are very very different..haha but nobody know what will happen as i always lose to sweet guy.. currently my stand still very STRONG..i keep telling myself cannot...coz we are very very different..and i got no chemistry for him at the moments.. he is so ang mo style and im not, he read non friction book and i like friction book. he can't speak mandarin well and i'm not good at english. he is a christian bg and i'm not..our bg are totally different...hahaa i'm from a typical chinese bg ....hahaha and our thinking is different.... and the problem is..he is too young for me bahz..he is 25 this yr...hahaha 1984 de..haha even though..he look mature..but then..according to age, he still one yr younger than me hahaah

so i hope he will just give up and dont email me , dont give me a surprise call and dont come to my workstation...

worse

2009-02-11T23:42:00.002+08:00

haiz.today ..another bad day..
i got meeting at 5pm and ended at 7pm..so reach home 15 min before 9pm.haiz..
my rashes is getting worse.so tml i going to see doc and take mc...

yesterday night Annie already told daniel that ...we two are very big different, according to our bg, interest etc..and i told..he will just give up and dont email me..
but i'm wrong..
i received his email after my lunch...and..u know what..he give me a big shock lor..when i very very concentrate on my work and he suddenly appear infront of my workstation and i got shock...
then after i come out from meeting, i received two email from him. first email is ask me do he have the honour to go movie with me over the weekend.... and second email he told me he is leaving the office and told me to leave him a msg and he will reply me tml..haiz..he is waiting for my answer for first email.. so i reply him " i wont go out with colleague after office hour..unless its a group outing.."
soo my email already give him a very clear signal lor...

argh..trouble

2009-02-10T22:45:00.003+08:00

okehz...i'm in big big trouble now....
ok....i don't know how to say and where to start....
sigh...can i dont go to office??????

er..started off from yesterday bahz..
yesterday im very bad mood... maybe lack of sleep..
then the guy who always come to my desk..as usual he come to my desk..but i show him a super " black" face..and he also smart la.never come and disturb me liao..

sigh..then..ard day end..got this mix jewish and chinese guy email me.
he say " this is daniel, do you have facebook?"
the first thing come across my mind is.."must be annie ask him go join pet society..."
so i just being friendly and reply him lor...

this morning this jewish guy email and said he added me and ask me other stuffs like work, school..
so i just being friendly and reply him..

but then..i think...he might get wrong signal lor..because Annnie told me she talk to someone after work and she told me if im not interested in a person and try not to hurt him..
er..tml must ask her what is exactly happened...

argh..if a person never tell me he is interested in me..how i know...and how i going to answer lehz..i cannot go reject him when he never say he is interested in me right? unless he tell me he is interested then i will seriously consider then come out with a conclusion right????
now she is asking me not to hurt him..... frankly speaking..i just treat him as my colleague lehz..dont tell me he fall for me hor....and i dont intend to look for bf in office hor...

am i wrong to be friendly ??? so i shouldnt reply email from colleague???
haiz..maybe from tml onwards..i should keep a distance from guys..in my office.. and frankly speaking....i always keep a distance from them...i dont talk to guys in my office...unless he come n talk to me lor.if not..i dont talk to them... haiz...why i moved to loddy D and got so many problem lehz
tml must go ask annie liaoz...damm it...

today i received letter from govt..ahha they arrange activity for single person like me..haha funny lor..hahaa
i think..im not young le. its time to get into rs liaoz...

busy weekend

2009-02-08T22:01:00.003+08:00

my sis, haa do we look alike??

Yesterday my schedule quite pack, i left my house at 10am, reach raffleplaces at 11am, went to malacca DBS building and update my signature. Went to california around 1120, get change and go for two classes till 2pm. After the class, my sister and me went to SONA..wow..very hot lor.haha the whole room only we two person so we chatting there. After that we left the place at 3pm and went to Mac at Oden tower to study. I left there around 5:20pm, reach amk around 6pm and went to Helen house. She invited us for Chinese Vday events. Have a nice chat with her and left the place ard 6:50pm and meet ZhiQin for dinner. We suppose to have dinner n movie. but only left first row for Benjamin Button. Argh... so after dinner we went to sembawang shopping center. Haha manage to get all the stuffs at Daiso..haha so happy. Tml i can start to re arrange my workstation. So when people walk pass, it wont look so messy n untidy. Haha

this morning went to driving lesson and after me is janet. so she ask me to wait for her then we went to amk for breakfast.haha amk again..haha how come i keep going amk during this weekend lehz? hahaha after that i went home slp till 4pm.

sian..

2009-02-05T22:36:00.001+08:00

Today that weird guy really get to my nerve sia..i feel a little bit irritated and scared liaoz..

This morning i was away from my desk when he come into office so i thought..i’m very lucky..can escape ...but then when i come back from pantry, he come to my workstation and talk to me..argh..after he leave..Eiwend email me immediately “ he is gross...” hahaha

Then during lunch, i look for a four person table so that they cannot join in but when i happily enjoys my kimchi ramen and he walk pass and stop by my table and talk to Annie about pet society and he going to add me on facebook..argh... after i finish my lunch and we walking towards the food court main door and sook chee saw me so i stop by and talk to her..and so happened that she and collin having lunch with that weird guy..argh.. sook chee is my lunch partner at chai chee before she go shenton way..she always got many lobang for union activity. Haha she is a nice aunty in dbs.so i still keep in touch with her and today she come here for training.

After lunch, sook chee come to my work station and she ask me” i heard that your bf work in DBS?”

Then i got shock and say “ huh..no la..who told u this?”

Then she say “ no la..someone told me lehz..who ar? Show me lehz?”

Then i say” huh..no la..i got no bf la”

Then she give me a cheeky smile and ask” so you are single now?”

I say “ yes!!!!”

Then i ask her” so u tell me who give u wrong info?”

Then she say “ no la.i just try to trick u to know your status so now i can sell you to other guys”

OMG...i almost fainted lor..anyway...tomorrow she not at comtech liaoz..haha so she cannot sell me away le..hahahaa

strange day

2009-02-04T22:07:00.000+08:00

Today so many strange thing happened...

I missed my 8am bus cause i overslept. Haha too tired..shouldn’t play game till so late.
Before lunch time, an unknown number called my phone and i pick up. this blur china guy called to my number. We have a funny conversation..

I asked him “ who is on the line?”
He ask me” what is your number?”
Then i ask back” hey..u called my number and u are asking me what is my number? U dont even know what number you are dialing?”
Then he explain” i called my house no”
Then i say “ WHAT?? Ur house no? U are calling my mobile no... SINGAPORE MOBILE NUMBER”
He got shock and laugh” huh...i called to SINGAPORE?”
I reply him” YES..”
Then he apologise” sorry”
Then i said” ok..bye” apologise accepted.

Second funny thing is..OMG...that weird guy in my office is back..this morning when he walk pass my table i pretend busy with my calculator and he stop and say “ hi morning” then i got no choice but to greet him back..

During lunch...we saw him at food court again and he ask we all to join his table cause his table got 5 seat and they only two person and we three persons..so just nice.

Then i choose a seat which is NEXT NEXT to him..but he come to the seat next to me and sit down..OMG...ANNIE and collin went to order food and i sit there wait for JACK to come cause if i go order food he might not know where we sitted lor.. while i waiting for jack to come to food court. That weird guy asked me “ what is ur mobile no?” then i got shock...but no choice have to give..coz i dunno how to reject lehx..we are colleague mahz..if i dont give then how to face each other when we in the office... aiya..i seldom exchange mobile no with my colleague except those very very closed one..or my team mates...otherwise..i only talk to them in the office ...

19 feb i got test wor...already apply my leave. Haha

Yu Sheng@ Chinatown

2009-02-02T23:50:00.012+08:00

argh..my muscle ache...walk like an old lady....hahaa

getting up and sitting down on chair is really painful for me...walking down stair case is even worse...hahahaa

today after work, i meet up with calvin and janet for yusheng. haha we went to chinatown food center then walk around the places..

waiting for Twilight DVD special edition to be release in SG lehz..haha i saw it on borders US website for pre order...so i email to borders SG, they say currently they dont have pre order and suggest me to check again in few weeks time. they say US always have it before SG...

bodyache

2009-02-01T10:07:00.002+08:00

these few days i have been very busy lehz.haiz
friday is month end and i started this day quite badly. haha
first, i dirty my dress..argh..i spend 20min stuck in the toilet do cleaning....
secondly, i realise eiwend keep many export payment in her folder, all this payment must apply on daily basic but i dont know why she go keep it and never process..so i got shock and help her do it.
last, the day end recon i cannot balance. haiz...these weeks..from wed to friday..i got problem with balancing lehz..all because of eiwend mistake. haiz.. wed i cannot balance because got one payment in USD but client account in SGD so we must transfer then can apply, but she go apply it using boardrate. haha power lehz...thurs, my autolink short of 100k plus..i keep asking who didn't give me their autolink..but all of them say they already give..end up..is eiwend again.she though that..autolink not meant for balancing..friday..also again..i short of $1605, then i keep asking again..who never give me their autolink ..but all say they already give..end up..eiwend again...she re bank in the CHQ but she didn't include in the daily CHQ total..haiz...now ar..i really scare to do day end recon liao.everyday can have different problem..haha luckily next week is not my turn ...haha we manage to balance at 7:15pm and we went to Sukura@orchard for dinner with all my colleague..
saturday i went to california fitness club with my sister, we attend two classes..and the sales person keep asking me to join be their member. so i just entertain them and keep bargain on their membership fees. haha and they really offer me a good bargain.. 64.5 include GST per month..which is very very cheap..haha but then..i still never join :P aiya..i got so many stuffs to pay every month liaoz..dont wan to add more lor.. i reach there about 11am and leave the place at 3pm haha really a good place to kill time. we attend two classes and went to sona..haha if my schedule not so pack, i will seriously consider to join lor.haha coz really is a good place to kill time..today my whole body ache lehz..a.rgh...pain...
this morning got driving license and afternoon 3 pm to 9pm working..haha

reading is not "nerdy" ok?

2009-01-28T22:09:00.002+08:00

Today the train and bus so empty lor.soo envy those who is on leave lor..hahaha

This morning Eiwend told me she have finished reading Confession of Shopaholic book. haha finally she get influence by me and start reading. haha
when she just join my section in DEC...she see me always carry a storybook with me in my bag..and keep saying me " nerdy" argh....

then i keep recommend her shopaholic because this book very nice and i think suit her. haha
that time she see me crazy over twilight book and she cannot take it. keep asking me dont be so nerdy can? haha then i show her my new pencil case for this semester..and she say " u really very nerdy lehz" OMG...pencil case also nerdy?? hahaa as long as anything related with study..she will link it with NERDY.....

she also taking part time study at SIM but i never see her attend the class lor..hahaa last time she told me..every monday, thurs and friday she got class, then i told her my class on every tues, thurs and friday..but then..everytime i rush for class and i ask her is she going for class..she say "no" .... now i finally know why liaoz..because is her parents and friend ask her to go study and her parents paid for her sch fees..haha that's why she can be so relax and not serious. haha

she told me her parents very happy when they see her reading shopaholic. haha and her sister very surprise she will reading. haha soo ar..reading is not nerdy hor...is good habit ok whaha now eiwend cannot say me nerdy liao.whaha

i told eiwent..last time i also don't read..and get influence by my friend, melissa. haha last week when i meet up with melissa in school. she so happy to see me still reading book. then i told her" see la..all becoz of u la..influence me to read and my colleague say me nerdy lehz" whaha then she say " nerdy sound cute..soo is not a bad thing " hahaha funny girl..

confuse.....

2009-01-27T20:44:00.002+08:00

today is the second day of cny and also the last day of my long holiday. haha
what i do today? slacking again. haha my parents went to visiting but i prefer to stay at home. my sister and me stay at home, i reading my book and she doing research for her further studies.

today my relative come to my house and bring us a bad new. sigh... my relative told us..my KL aunty husband having an affair with a china girl and have a house there too. and this have last quite sometimes liaoz. haiz..but i didn't realise anything wrong when i stay at their house last week. sigh..pity my aunty... i always though...marry will be happy ever after...but..the fact is not. why guys always get an affair after their marry?? why can't they be more responsible? and where is the love?? if they don't love each other then dont get married la....if wanna get married then must maintain their relationship..right???

sigh...every family have a different story.....every person have their own life and story..
what is my story then????? will it be a sad or happy story???

today i see the way how uncle lee treat her daughter...its really touching lor. he is a nice daddy.
aunty May and uncle lee have been dating for 11 yr and finally tie a knot few yr back. after their marriage, they have try many matter but just cant get pregnant. and one day, uncle lee get to know a chinese baby girl for adoption and he went to see this baby girl and like her very much. he is a lawyer then manage to settle the adoption stuffs fast and proper way and this baby girl officially become their daughter. today i see him go playground with his daughter and play with her, he bring her to toilet when she want to, he carry her around, and the baby girl stick to him more than my aunty. he really a nice daddy.

new yr eve

2009-01-26T00:45:00.003+08:00

today is new yr eve, i went to driving in the morning. after that i reading, taking short nap and went to jogging. after my jogging, i walk to my block and an aunty approach me. she ask me she wanna go to unit 150 but this staircase only up to unit 140 and she ask what the unit no on the next lift. she say she cannot see it, but i also cant see it. i didnt wear my spec or contact when i go jogging. haha and my degree is not 100 or less lor. my degree is 250 and 300 lehz. haha

after my jog, i bath my doggy and change new yr clothes for him. haha so cute. and i helping my mom to prepare for steamboat. haha

my sister told me califonia having a 1 week pass for guest. so i go apply then can go there with my sister on tues. haha at least i got something to do than staying at home sleeping right? haha

2009-01-24T20:16:00.002+08:00

today i was slacking for the whole day, haha wake up at 10 plus and start reading my book ...take a short nap then heading to cwp with my grandpa. went to pasa malam, dinner and shopping at cwp..then finally back home.

my grandpa every cny will come over for celebrate, will be staying here for 2 weeks. this yr he told me he cannot walk for long distance, he leg pain. sigh... why i dont have license??? i really abit suck at driving lor..really no confident to get a license within this yr.
tml morning i got driving and after that..either go home or went shopping with my sister.

yeahz..im free

2009-01-23T23:20:00.001+08:00

yeahz..finally everything settle, sch fees, pineapple tart, selling books. haha now im free again..what should i do during the 4 rest day? hahaa
next week i got no class..yeahz.FREE for one week.yeahz..hahaa
maybe i do some reading and exercise.

CNY coming

2009-01-22T23:49:00.003+08:00

yeahz..finally settle the book problem. have meet up with the buyer and sold all the book..
er..i dont really like my new office lehz...
we have move to lobby D and join all my colleague from trade ops. erm..how to say lehz..
my place..was somemore..in the center of the whole office. so everytime ppl confirm walk pass infront of my seat...

then some ppl walk pass, they will smile to me..and i got to smile back.. abit of distraction.
recently i feel weird weird lor...i dont know am i thinking too much or over sensitive la..
got this guy ar..i dont know his name la.. i know..that time when i go lunch with Annie and Jack, then happen to meet uncle collin in the lift ..then we join his group for lunch and this guy was one of them lor that time they got do self intro la. but i dont rem his name la. recently ar..when he walk pass..he will smile to me, is everytime walk pass...everytime smile lor..then sometimes will stop n talk to me.then lunch time when we happen to see them in the food court..he will ask we all to join them...er i dont really like the way he look at me lehz. and he is like over friendly lor...maybe im over sensitive bahz..i just take it im over sensitive lor..haha dont wan to think too much..i'm not interested in having rs in office. hahaa my office here ar..got three couple lehz..hahaa i was wondering how they going to face each other if they break up..

today thurs liaoz..havent received sms from greg about work, so i think..i should be very free during weekend. hahaa got 4 days off lehz..sat to tues..hahaa maybe go jogging and reading bahz ..shop nv open..only cinema..but also duno what movie to watch.hahaa

today our MD come over here to give red packet. haha when they come to my section, i was on the phone with client and when i put down my phone, i saw all my colleague got their red packet and red paper bag with orange. then nothing on my desk lor. then the MD suddenly turn back n come to my place and wish my happy cny and shake hand n pass me the stuff...soo PAI SEI lor....everyone was looking at it lor..

BAD day

2009-01-20T22:38:00.003+08:00

sigh, today is not a good day for me. its started from early in the morning.

firstly, all my colleague in my section didnt turn up for work. my section have total of 5 persons, 2 persons on MC, 1 on urgent leave, 1 having BCP test at shenton way. so im ALONE. i got to do so many things in the morning, like SGD matching, Non checking account, Short/ overpayment report, banking in of CHQ. and today volume super HIGH lor. after that i got to apply all the application. then i dont answer any PHONE CALL. hahaa
luckily my colleague finish her testing in the morning and come back in the afternoon. first thing she told me is.." this morning when i called u, i not dare to ask you who is not in, coz i heard ur voice i know u wanna scold ppl liaoz" haha she not bad ar..know my pattern. hahaha i was work like mad cow in the morning lor, so many things to do at the same time. argh...
tml i going to take half day leave, have been working so hard for the past two month. muz rest well.

secondly, i wait for bus 61 from 6:15pm to 7pm. and i reach school at 8pm. argh..im super late for my first lesson on ECON. argh...

so tml my plan is... go to branch then go home rest and read my books, arrange my lecture note and prepare for project.

back from KL

2009-01-19T21:19:00.013+08:00

my aunty's and me ..yeahz

view of KLCC from FAR

my fav brand. haha

in the train

Yeahz..i’m back from KL. Haha having wonderful day there. Busy shopping n shopping and shopping again. Haha
Erm.where should i start lehz. Ok start from Friday night bahz
Janet wanna go back home to pack then meet me at custom but then she was quite late so she took cab from amk to my place. We meet around 9:10pm, which is quite late and my parents keep nagging at me. they scare i will missed the train. Then we walk very fast to the custom and took bus 170 to JB. Haha u know what.. we reach city square at 10pm lehz. Our train 11pm lehz. So we got one hour to sLACK. Haha
On the train, i can’t sleep. So i keep reading my book for the whole night. Haha then we reach KL at 6am. One aunty missed her stop and we help her to get malaysia MRT back to her place. My aunty fetch us at the train station and we go there take a rest and bath then we to salon do our hair. We left the salon around 1230 and went to sunway parade shopping till 8pm plus. Then we head to KLCC to take picture of the night view. Haha we reach home around 1am and we keep trying our new clothing and talk with my aunt till 2am plus then we fall sleep. Haha next day we wake up at 9am, we bath n went to my another aunt house then go for our lunch. Haha then took train at 2pm back to singapore. Haha
Today i’m totally no mood to work lor.
Haiz. i helping my friend to sell their textbook. Haiz..Thursday i got many textbook to bring to work lehz. Haiz..let me count..i think got 6textbook to carry lehz...argh..

KL trip

2009-01-16T00:01:00.002+08:00

So fast...tml is the day i going to KL..omg..haha I’m damm excited..tml confirm no mood to go work. hahahaa
Anyway I already start packing my bag since Sunday and I will bring my eclipse book with me. so I can read when I’m on train. haha
ok. These few days have been busy with my sister poly enrolment stuffs, then selling book stuffs and etc. ha-ha
this semester will be a tough semester for me, today i attend the first lesson for organisation theory. Which they say is a kill module. OMG...i start to worry and must plan for revision with my classmates. Haha today during the OT class, we need to form a group of 5 to 6. But we only 4 people which is ben, Kelvin, kris and me. im the only GIRL lor..so bad. Haha then after lesson we stay back and look for two more people to join us. Haha and two girls are joining us. They seem friendly and not that type of “ act act” girl. So I believe I can click well with them haha so our group balance out, 3 guy 3 girl. Cool right? Haha
when we still looking for group members, got one guy ask we all” how many people in your group?”
then my friend say “ 4 people, 3 guys 1 girl”
then that guy say “ wow. .. 3 guys bully 1 girl ar?”haha
then that three stupid guys said at the same time” no lor, is the other way round”
hahaa then I stare at them. How can they say me like that lehz. Sad sad haha

counting down for KL

2009-01-12T21:57:00.001+08:00

Haa this week i got time to update my blog as i don’t have book to read. So bored lor..
Some people say book 3 will be here in end of jan, some said end of Feb.. sigh..
CNY coming..but i dont feel it, anyway i don’t celebrate CNY, so its just a PH for me to rest at home.

Today in the meeting, as usual, aunty Y bring up her health problem. Sigh, if she really feel this work overstressed, then i will advise her to convert into part time or look for a simple job. This way will be good for her and our department too. We cannot always give in and cover her all the times.

This Friday i’m going to KL, so excited, first time going oversea with friend.
We plan to go Midvalley, KLCC, KL tower, and some place to makan.
Thanks to Ben, he help me download “twilight” and burn into DVD. Haha so i can watch it again and again.

Omg..i havent go for money exchange lor, this week and next week im very busy lehz.
Task to be completed by this week

- Go MAC counter buy foundation ( tues)
- Money Exchange(tues)
- Packing, my office moving again, from lobby C to lobby D. Very stupid right? (wed, Friday)

Task to be complete by next week

- Meet Carel to pass her stuffs (Monday)
- Meet Robin to pass him stuffs ( Moday)
- Meet James in school to pass him Book.(thurs)
- Remind Kris to bring his Laws book.(wed)

Robert ... you r cute :)

Robert...yeahz

2009-01-09T23:30:00.001+08:00

Wow this week i have been very busy, Monday tues got class, Wednesday work OT, thurs gathering dinner at grefio, and Friday OT..haha tml also another busy day, morning driving afternoon working. Argh..and i’m addicted to twilight...haha manage to get three books ..short of one. Sad..

Robert pattison so cute....

As usually, my section always down. People go on leave, urgent leave, MC..anyway i already used to cover them, and also learn most of their duty. So i dont need to worry work cannot be done when they are not in. My SVP and VP have agree to let me take unpaid leave if my annual leave not enough. So this yr, i can use some leave for short trip and longer study period. My manager say she dont wan me to be stress up over my study due to insufficient of leave, so she help me bring up my suggestion to my SVP n VP about taking unpaid leave.

These two days my office building there have New Moon offer, actually i dont intend to go in as i heard the cashier very Long Q...but annie say she wanna take a look and not buying. Haha but then when she go in and see the price so cheap and cannot control haha she look for basket and start buying. So i also buy lor. Ahaa we Q there about 30min lehz..very long lehz..

night tour around Singapore

2009-01-03T21:42:00.004+08:00

Yesterday we have a night tour around Singapore. Haha
Calvin came n fetch me and janet and we go circuit road for supper and drink. After that we went to East Coast Park and talk. We have so many things to talk and jokes to share among us. Haha

After that Janet said she didn’t catch monkey at ECP before, so we drive around the car park .. haha very excited and fun. After that we heading to shenton way.. the feeling of is very different from day time. Last time when my office at shenton way..the people there walk very fast which including me.. We rush to amoy, lau pa sa for lunch, golden bridge, Robison building for lunch, full of people on the street. But last night..the place so quiet and peaceful..and we are surround by tall building..the feeling very GOOD.

Then we pass by the “biggest man made fountain” at suntec...and we stop at Singapore flyer to take picture. Haha

I reach home about 4:30am..and sleep till this morning 12pm and make it on time for my driving at 1pm. Haha power lehz..after that i went home and pack my room..be ready for my new semester start on Monday..soo excited. Haha and start reading twilight book at 5pm. Haha
I realised this two month i always meet up with Janet lehz..

First, we meet up 2 week before xmas to exchange gift..because we will be very busy during xmas. But then..xmas eve we meet up to visit JJ, then few days later, meet up for JJ wake, then yesterday we meet up again. Haha

Erm.yesterday straits time home write about JJ and EMI.. sad.

I fall in love with twilight sound track..have been listen to it for the past few days. Haha
I like the “flightless bird”, it sound like a fairy tale song.so nice and peaceful. If one day I will have my wedding dinner, I will want this song to be play. But this is not my type of song... “supermassive black hole” will be my type of song. Haha this song sooo cool and HOT..like it sooo much....

Edward....u r my prince

2009-01-02T00:53:00.001+08:00

Yeahz..i watched “twilight “ again. Haha i’m really crazy over this movie. I keep listening to the soundtrack...Edward is sooo cute and nice....i wanna have a bf like him. Hahaa

Erm..i realise..my English novel is getting more.. haha last time in secondary school, I can’t even read finish one English novel in my whole sec school life. I remember that time Li Li bought for me one English novel, she say very nice so she bought one for me. And I everyday bring it with me during reading period but I never really read it. Haha when I become so addicted to English romance story book?? last time I only read Chinese novel. Haha

Ok.today is first day of Yr 2009. What i wanna achieve in this yr??

1. Good result
2. Get good banning for performance
3. Become happier

This year.. i will be going for short trip..and two trips is confirm.

My KL trip on 16 Jan to 18 Jan
My Penang trip from 29 May to 31 May.

My elder sis already book Air Ticket for my Penang trip and my train ticket for KL already with me.

I need to slim down before I go back Penang; they already never see me for 3 years... haha
Ok.time to sleep. My target is to finish reading twilight by this Sunday. Hahaa

I shall dream of Edward...haha

Twilight~!~!

2008-12-29T21:57:00.003+08:00

Yeahz.. i bought the “Twilight” books. Haha
Book 1 and 2...cool...i can read it over the coming holidays..whaha

book 3 and 4 is out of stock..soo sad..when can i get them lehz????
This coming new yr eve...my family going yo prepare pasta..pizza and champage.

"NO" forever

2008-12-27T15:18:00.000+08:00

Life is short..nothing is “forever” nothing is granted..."happy ever after" only happen in fairy tales

JJ is a nice guy, kind hearted..but god still take away his life ... he have been nice to everyone, so hard working, spend long hour in practicing his dance and they two did so well. They have been to thailand for competition. Interview by “My PAPER”. And they plan to go NTU together. Their future are bright, but life is unpredicatable. Today just received a call from janet and she told me..he have pass away.

If i have a choice, i will give my life to him.

Later will be meeting fiona at amk hub for movie “ twilight” and we will have our dinner then meet janet and my sister at yishun at 10pm. From there we will proceed to jj wake.
I have cancel my driving for tml, not in the mood to drive.

All my friends, please take care.

Xmas eve dinner

2008-12-25T20:04:00.010+08:00

* why my pic look so ugly, because my sister is a lousy camera gal*

* my kiddy sis with her childish post*

*er..my mom ..haha abit fake *

* my stupid sis with big turkey, actually is my ideas to ask her take this pic :P *

*white wine, very nice, strongly recommended *

*super big turkey*

*our xmas eve dinner*

*gift from my colleagues*

*gift from annie*

This year..really not a good year..
On the eve, i meet up with janet and we go visit Jun Jie at TTSH. His brother told us to try talking to him so he maybe will wake up from coma. We are so sad and no words coming out from our mouth. We just stand beside his bed and keep crying. He is a nice guy and he is so young. He life is so colourful and he is so talented. Why god let all this happen to a nice and kind hearted boy.

The doctor say that his the blood clot in his brain and he didnt response to the medicine.Haiz..jun jie..if u really can hear me, please wake up... so many friends from pan pacific go visit you.This is the first time i see him after i stop working at pan pacific.

after i left the hospital, i took the wrong direction train, haiz..me so blur....
on the eve, i having dinner with my family at home. After the dinner, my sister and i were drinking the white wine and chatting. I’m not a good drinker lor. After few glasses i feel sleepy and go on bed about 11pm. Haha when the time reach 12am, both of my sister open my door and wake me up..to wish me “merry christmas” haha crazy sisters sia..
today i sleep till very late. Haah about 12pm? Haha

after that i went to gym then go to causeway point.
Happen to walk pass old chang kee and saw they have this new favourite mushroom chicken curry puff. So i buy back for my parents try. Haha

2008-12-23T22:12:00.001+08:00

Today i received a very bad news from Fiona, i still cannot confirm is this news is true but i pray hard everything will be fine.
Jun Jie is a nice guy, if he really get into accident and in coma now, Emi will be very upset. Haiz. They are so loving, i really hope that he will be fine.
Janet have sms Emi but not reply yet. I remember last time i did partner with Jun Jie for VIP table.

On that day i was quite clumsy. On the first match in and when i wanna place the first course on the side station, and i saw so many beer glass on my side station. So i try to shift them to one side but somehow the glass just fall and the beer pour all over my food. I was so shock i dont know what to do. Then Jun Jie ask me to help portion his platter first and see the food enough for two tables. Haha obviously its not enough la..then i not dare to bring in the platter with beer to the kitchen, i scare Bala inside there and he sure scold me. Then Jun Jie very helpful, he ask me to serve the food first and he go kitchen take the spare platter out, so nice of him. And luckily Bala was not at the back area. After this incident, the whole dinner went on very smooth. I remember that time was Jun Jie first time be VIP server and he is very panick. Haha he keep asking me how ar....this one how..that one how. Whaha anyway it’s nice working with him.